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Sunday, March 28, 2004
heiya~its been Long time since me wrote in hERE!busy ah..
well for the whole week,me have to go to and fro ssdc.. right after sch,go to ssdc,back n forth..tiRing~but wat to do,need to pass ASAp..cos me a bit sloW mah..
but i muz say,i'm a bit more confident now..only tat ironically,me more confident wen drivin on the road den in the circuit..
yday,[Sat's morning],me drove on the road..learnin the last topic of stage one..hopefully by next week move on to Stage2..!well,tats not d biGGie..wat happened waS,when i was on my way home,me decided to take d shuttle bus to YCK mrt station..wen i alighted at YCK,i felt something "airy" on my behind..then i "raba²" and to my shock,my jeans ToRE!!!!!!!!right below my BuTT!!aiyoh..luckily it was in the morning hence no many people in d train.. imagine how embarassin it wld be!?
wen i reached hm,me watch tv and relaXed..den ard 2+,met Naz..we went around...went for lunch and all.. but all i can say,i didnt have such a gr8 day afterall.. i dun noe why but i jus dun feel gd..
ah..dun wanna talk abt it.. jus glad dat everythin is ovER!!
as for todae,me spent the day doin my homework and OA presentation slides.. cos me will b busy with driving n all starting frm tmr..
also,tmr,me having my class photo takin ~ confirm kecoh...okla.. adioS!me wan to watch KrayOn!!last episode.. =(
K14 also last episode..so saD...
*muackz baby...i'm sorry for everything tat has happened..
i dun noe why.. jus the insecurities tat i felt.. i jus dun feel d stability
in our relationship~but wen i think abt it,mayb wat u said its true..
tat i'm bein too sensitive n i think too much hence tat leads to d
insecurities..
In short,i AM the problem.. i made the problem even though it didnt exist..
Its jus tat i really love u n dun wanna lose u.. u're my everything~
well for the whole week,me have to go to and fro ssdc.. right after sch,go to ssdc,back n forth..tiRing~but wat to do,need to pass ASAp..cos me a bit sloW mah..
but i muz say,i'm a bit more confident now..only tat ironically,me more confident wen drivin on the road den in the circuit..
yday,[Sat's morning],me drove on the road..learnin the last topic of stage one..hopefully by next week move on to Stage2..!well,tats not d biGGie..wat happened waS,when i was on my way home,me decided to take d shuttle bus to YCK mrt station..wen i alighted at YCK,i felt something "airy" on my behind..then i "raba²" and to my shock,my jeans ToRE!!!!!!!!right below my BuTT!!aiyoh..luckily it was in the morning hence no many people in d train.. imagine how embarassin it wld be!?
wen i reached hm,me watch tv and relaXed..den ard 2+,met Naz..we went around...went for lunch and all.. but all i can say,i didnt have such a gr8 day afterall.. i dun noe why but i jus dun feel gd..
ah..dun wanna talk abt it.. jus glad dat everythin is ovER!!
as for todae,me spent the day doin my homework and OA presentation slides.. cos me will b busy with driving n all starting frm tmr..
also,tmr,me having my class photo takin ~ confirm kecoh...okla.. adioS!me wan to watch KrayOn!!last episode.. =(
K14 also last episode..so saD...
*muackz baby...i'm sorry for everything tat has happened..
i dun noe why.. jus the insecurities tat i felt.. i jus dun feel d stability
in our relationship~but wen i think abt it,mayb wat u said its true..
tat i'm bein too sensitive n i think too much hence tat leads to d
insecurities..
In short,i AM the problem.. i made the problem even though it didnt exist..
Its jus tat i really love u n dun wanna lose u.. u're my everything~
Friday, March 19, 2004
heiya!wohOo..weekends are jus a few hourS away!
me jus came back frm hangin out wit ma BoO!its been sometime since we actually went out window shoppin n walkin hand in hand jus like any other cOupLes!
after his friday prayers,we planned to meet at the mrt station but as it was rainin so my sweet hubby decided to fetch me at my void deck instead.i told him to wait for me at d walkway,but wen i came down,i dint c him ard..so i jus walked towards d staircase at the opposite block.Suddenly,i saw a figure standin still there n jumped towards me.. i sCREaMED!!and as u guessed,it was NaZ!!luckily me dun suffer frm asthma or heartfailure..if not,DIE!
Den we headed off to ORchard n went for our late lunch[as for me,breakfast as well]at Cahaya..Yummy,d food was gr8!i had fried rice chicken n he had fried hor fun wit cockles n also fried wanton as our sidedish!after tat,we went to visit Yani at her workplace.Wen we first came,we saw her busy wit a customer,so we decided to hang around..I called her to ask if she's goin to take any longer,n she insisted tat i go over right away!Wen i went over,she was like giggling n told me,"my fren saw u walked past,den she told me,'yani,hurry turn around,there's this jambu dakwah girl,but mataair dier punk seh!" by the time yani turned ard i already walked away..hehe..my poor BabY..Kena label "punk" kwang kwang kwang~
after tat we looked at her engagement day pics..i mus say,aftr lookin at her fiancee's pic,can c tat he's much older than her..hallo~13 yrs her senior,mind u..but love doesnt care abt age nor looks..i'm very happy for her n wish her all the bes in her marriage!muacks,love ya giRL!
after tat,we went jln2..nothin much..Naz cracked lotsa crazy n some "never make sense at all" jokes of his.. until i headache n cldnt laugh no more..!after tat i felt thirsty so we wen to 7`11 to get drinks.he bought the Slurpee n mxed three flavorS!i didnt stop him ah cos i noe my hubby kalau dah sort,nothin goes into his head!hehe..as for me,i bought Green tea..we sat outside somerset MRT n to think tat i hinted him abt his drink,n never ONCE he offered me d drink!!kecik hati.~didnt noe he so selfish!but nvm...i dun blame him..i knoe he never mean it..right baby?[ok.u're forgiven]
after tat we set for hm.We were so happy spendin time wit each other todae dat we cant wait but plan for tmr's activities!haiz..i jus love lookin into his eyes n discussin stuffs,doesnt matter wat stuff.. i jus love talkin to him,lookin at him,laughin wit him or at him,and layankan his nonsensE!i jus love him as HE IS!n i dun wanna change him for anythin in this world!*muacks muacks*
Reached hm,my parents bought dinner for the both of us.he had laksa while i had mee poh dry...sedap!den we read mags n me sent him off.. Wow!i really had a gr8 day todAE!i enjoy every moments tat we had!this way,i;m shure our relationship will blosSom!i love ya Honey!! i nvr once expected tat u'll return in my life.. but fate determines everything.. and i'm grateful for watever tat had happened to me.. especially,ur presence in my life.. the 2 yrs of grieve awaitin u was all worthwhile!
me jus came back frm hangin out wit ma BoO!its been sometime since we actually went out window shoppin n walkin hand in hand jus like any other cOupLes!
after his friday prayers,we planned to meet at the mrt station but as it was rainin so my sweet hubby decided to fetch me at my void deck instead.i told him to wait for me at d walkway,but wen i came down,i dint c him ard..so i jus walked towards d staircase at the opposite block.Suddenly,i saw a figure standin still there n jumped towards me.. i sCREaMED!!and as u guessed,it was NaZ!!luckily me dun suffer frm asthma or heartfailure..if not,DIE!
Den we headed off to ORchard n went for our late lunch[as for me,breakfast as well]at Cahaya..Yummy,d food was gr8!i had fried rice chicken n he had fried hor fun wit cockles n also fried wanton as our sidedish!after tat,we went to visit Yani at her workplace.Wen we first came,we saw her busy wit a customer,so we decided to hang around..I called her to ask if she's goin to take any longer,n she insisted tat i go over right away!Wen i went over,she was like giggling n told me,"my fren saw u walked past,den she told me,'yani,hurry turn around,there's this jambu dakwah girl,but mataair dier punk seh!" by the time yani turned ard i already walked away..hehe..my poor BabY..Kena label "punk" kwang kwang kwang~
after tat we looked at her engagement day pics..i mus say,aftr lookin at her fiancee's pic,can c tat he's much older than her..hallo~13 yrs her senior,mind u..but love doesnt care abt age nor looks..i'm very happy for her n wish her all the bes in her marriage!muacks,love ya giRL!
after tat,we went jln2..nothin much..Naz cracked lotsa crazy n some "never make sense at all" jokes of his.. until i headache n cldnt laugh no more..!after tat i felt thirsty so we wen to 7`11 to get drinks.he bought the Slurpee n mxed three flavorS!i didnt stop him ah cos i noe my hubby kalau dah sort,nothin goes into his head!hehe..as for me,i bought Green tea..we sat outside somerset MRT n to think tat i hinted him abt his drink,n never ONCE he offered me d drink!!kecik hati.~didnt noe he so selfish!but nvm...i dun blame him..i knoe he never mean it..right baby?[ok.u're forgiven]
after tat we set for hm.We were so happy spendin time wit each other todae dat we cant wait but plan for tmr's activities!haiz..i jus love lookin into his eyes n discussin stuffs,doesnt matter wat stuff.. i jus love talkin to him,lookin at him,laughin wit him or at him,and layankan his nonsensE!i jus love him as HE IS!n i dun wanna change him for anythin in this world!*muacks muacks*
Reached hm,my parents bought dinner for the both of us.he had laksa while i had mee poh dry...sedap!den we read mags n me sent him off.. Wow!i really had a gr8 day todAE!i enjoy every moments tat we had!this way,i;m shure our relationship will blosSom!i love ya Honey!! i nvr once expected tat u'll return in my life.. but fate determines everything.. and i'm grateful for watever tat had happened to me.. especially,ur presence in my life.. the 2 yrs of grieve awaitin u was all worthwhile!
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
aLoha~me jus woken up frm sleep..can u believe it?it's almost 4.40pm!well,cos i didnt sleep the whole night lastnite!were at the chalet..
Yday,for my driving,me already start driving on d road..seramZ!i wasnt prepared actually..and boy,my footwork sucKs!its jus tat i got it theorically,but i cldnt apply it as i was nervous and i let it overcome me..hence it resulted in makin panicky n hence keep on doin d wrong thinGs!damn* if like this,i'm sure goin to take a much longer time to pass..[c'mon girl,brace urselF!be more confidenT!!]after d prac,headed str8 to Bedok for chalet.
Meet Hadi at Bedok mrt control station n fortunately,the shuttle bus was abt to leave hence we quickly hailed n boarded it..tak payah nak hail cab..save abt 5 bucks..hehe..reached there ard 1015..when we walked pass our room,the girls opened the curtain wide hence we cld c them inside..they were all huggin each other n coverin their faces with pillows as they were watchin the true ghost story on Channel5. Seeing tat they were so engrossed watchin it,i stood in front of the window wit my wide eyes..the girls saw me n was shocked n screamed their heads ouT!hahaha..even wen i came in d room,they were throwin pillows at me n beggin me to stop it..which i eventually did cos wat i did send shivers to my spine too..
after watchin tv,we all wen to start the bbq..cos earlier,the girls cldnt do it as they said the flame keep goin off..luckily my hubby was there..but he was so into startin the flame,tat when he failed,he bingit n wawa n my girls were intimidated!They were afraid when they saw the 'look' on his face..but i explained to them n they were ok wit it.Den we went inside n played ard..pillow fight la,heart attack la..we had pillow fight until wawa pushed me frm the bed to the ground,n i fell mcm 'nangka busuk' with a THuMP!!it mus b loud cos Naz n the guys n nana all cld hear it frm outside cos we let the windows open n people can practically c watever we girls do in d room.after seein wat happen, Nana quickly came into d room,concerned as well as laughin her head ofF~..*paiseh seh..
after playin,we all felt thirsty so me decided to get some coke n chocs frm the provision shop so i asked my hubby to accompany me.We were both happy until i suddenly smelt his breathe!i Knew it!he was smoking..n he denied it!he even swore under god's namE!i was so frustrateD!!i was fuming!i jus left him alone n wen to d room n cried.but after one hr or so,i saw him outside alone n i pitied him.Marah² pon,sayang jugak ah..so iwent out n talked things out..i think it was a better way rather than i talked to him when i was angry.i cried n all cos i was really disappointed in my baby boy..i dun noe wat made him do dat..i jus hope tat he wld realise his mistake n wont do such stupid mistakes tat might spoil our relationship..i forgave him of course..bcos i love him n willin to give him achance..
Den around 3+..all were gettin sleepy but dey said they wanted to c the sunrise.so we stayed up..the bed was crowded hence i had to sleep with naz on the mattress on the floor.. it felt like heaven wakin up in the morning with him by my side.[wat can i say,no matter how he hurt me,my love for him wont change in fact it make me experience all the ups n downs tat i have to face]AWwWW.. after packin up in d mornin,we all set off..Daddy fetched me n Naz n drop us off at KFC for our early lunch.Ate a lot seh!
Reached hm je,ape lagi..Bump!JUMPED on the BED!!! and ZzzZzzz..
okla,me wan to bum ard ah..still sleepy actually.. okla,pennin off noe..adioS!
Yday,for my driving,me already start driving on d road..seramZ!i wasnt prepared actually..and boy,my footwork sucKs!its jus tat i got it theorically,but i cldnt apply it as i was nervous and i let it overcome me..hence it resulted in makin panicky n hence keep on doin d wrong thinGs!damn* if like this,i'm sure goin to take a much longer time to pass..[c'mon girl,brace urselF!be more confidenT!!]after d prac,headed str8 to Bedok for chalet.
Meet Hadi at Bedok mrt control station n fortunately,the shuttle bus was abt to leave hence we quickly hailed n boarded it..tak payah nak hail cab..save abt 5 bucks..hehe..reached there ard 1015..when we walked pass our room,the girls opened the curtain wide hence we cld c them inside..they were all huggin each other n coverin their faces with pillows as they were watchin the true ghost story on Channel5. Seeing tat they were so engrossed watchin it,i stood in front of the window wit my wide eyes..the girls saw me n was shocked n screamed their heads ouT!hahaha..even wen i came in d room,they were throwin pillows at me n beggin me to stop it..which i eventually did cos wat i did send shivers to my spine too..
after watchin tv,we all wen to start the bbq..cos earlier,the girls cldnt do it as they said the flame keep goin off..luckily my hubby was there..but he was so into startin the flame,tat when he failed,he bingit n wawa n my girls were intimidated!They were afraid when they saw the 'look' on his face..but i explained to them n they were ok wit it.Den we went inside n played ard..pillow fight la,heart attack la..we had pillow fight until wawa pushed me frm the bed to the ground,n i fell mcm 'nangka busuk' with a THuMP!!it mus b loud cos Naz n the guys n nana all cld hear it frm outside cos we let the windows open n people can practically c watever we girls do in d room.after seein wat happen, Nana quickly came into d room,concerned as well as laughin her head ofF~..*paiseh seh..
after playin,we all felt thirsty so me decided to get some coke n chocs frm the provision shop so i asked my hubby to accompany me.We were both happy until i suddenly smelt his breathe!i Knew it!he was smoking..n he denied it!he even swore under god's namE!i was so frustrateD!!i was fuming!i jus left him alone n wen to d room n cried.but after one hr or so,i saw him outside alone n i pitied him.Marah² pon,sayang jugak ah..so iwent out n talked things out..i think it was a better way rather than i talked to him when i was angry.i cried n all cos i was really disappointed in my baby boy..i dun noe wat made him do dat..i jus hope tat he wld realise his mistake n wont do such stupid mistakes tat might spoil our relationship..i forgave him of course..bcos i love him n willin to give him achance..
Den around 3+..all were gettin sleepy but dey said they wanted to c the sunrise.so we stayed up..the bed was crowded hence i had to sleep with naz on the mattress on the floor.. it felt like heaven wakin up in the morning with him by my side.[wat can i say,no matter how he hurt me,my love for him wont change in fact it make me experience all the ups n downs tat i have to face]AWwWW.. after packin up in d mornin,we all set off..Daddy fetched me n Naz n drop us off at KFC for our early lunch.Ate a lot seh!
Reached hm je,ape lagi..Bump!JUMPED on the BED!!! and ZzzZzzz..
okla,me wan to bum ard ah..still sleepy actually.. okla,pennin off noe..adioS!
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
heiya~me aint gonna write in tonite cos me off to chaleT!wohOoO..so gonna jot down abt things tat i did on my 1st day therE!
yday,woke up ard 9+ n went to meet Nana n Wawa at Wdls n headed to the market..well, as we arrive at the market,people were like lookin at us three girls cos,who goes to the market wearing makeup,mini skirts,caps,big bags n all?well,in all,wat i mean,its hard to fiind chicks in the market rigHT?hehe..so we went to get the stuffs n spent abt 80+ bucks.
daddy den fectched us n we met Fit along d way.i thot of askin dad to let me sleep there yday,n he was almost agreeing until i opened my big mouth n reminded him tat i have driving today.he changed his mind cos he didnt wan me to get tired by then.but instead,he substitute his words for 10 buckS!jadilah~
as soon as we reach,got the keys,d four of us went in,changed clothes and became like "maids".practically,we were marinating the chickens,prawns,cutting the corns,boil water,etc..after which we all laze ard n by 445,we went to rent bikes.jus me wawa n fit.wawa rented a small bike while me n Fit rented a double-bike.It was SO fun n Tiring,no doubT!an hr later,after returnin the bike,it rained heavily.by then Sally n Mary reached already,so we watched VCD n laughed out head out watchin [MX3].Around 7+,i decided to head hm cos me fetchin Naz frm work at 9.
on my way hm,i wonder y people kept lookin at me.even the taxi driver said i was fair n preety n look 'pan-asian'.*blushes
so wen i met Naz,i asked him.well, he said i look gd in the cap..n my make up is lesser hence it looked natural..ah..no wonder..i thot they looked at me cos i look weird or sumthng..after meetin Naz,we went for dinner at LJS.den headed hm str8.on my way home,Hadi[naz's cuz] called him.He's also goin for chalet but Naj's chalet ah..jus 2 doors away frm our room.He wanted to come along but was afraid tat i might not agree to it.So Naz passed the hp to me n i talked to him for quite some time. and BOy!i think he lurvES talkin to me..hehe..Good thing is,i made him changed his perception abt me..he thot i was snobish n all,but in the end,he knoes that the 1st impression DIDNT last..cos i aint nothin like wat he thot i was!
well,i had a gr8 day yday.REally lookin forward for todaE!Naz will be sleepin oveR as well...so i'll keep u update tmr aight?! muacks muakc~
yday,woke up ard 9+ n went to meet Nana n Wawa at Wdls n headed to the market..well, as we arrive at the market,people were like lookin at us three girls cos,who goes to the market wearing makeup,mini skirts,caps,big bags n all?well,in all,wat i mean,its hard to fiind chicks in the market rigHT?hehe..so we went to get the stuffs n spent abt 80+ bucks.
daddy den fectched us n we met Fit along d way.i thot of askin dad to let me sleep there yday,n he was almost agreeing until i opened my big mouth n reminded him tat i have driving today.he changed his mind cos he didnt wan me to get tired by then.but instead,he substitute his words for 10 buckS!jadilah~
as soon as we reach,got the keys,d four of us went in,changed clothes and became like "maids".practically,we were marinating the chickens,prawns,cutting the corns,boil water,etc..after which we all laze ard n by 445,we went to rent bikes.jus me wawa n fit.wawa rented a small bike while me n Fit rented a double-bike.It was SO fun n Tiring,no doubT!an hr later,after returnin the bike,it rained heavily.by then Sally n Mary reached already,so we watched VCD n laughed out head out watchin [MX3].Around 7+,i decided to head hm cos me fetchin Naz frm work at 9.
on my way hm,i wonder y people kept lookin at me.even the taxi driver said i was fair n preety n look 'pan-asian'.*blushes
so wen i met Naz,i asked him.well, he said i look gd in the cap..n my make up is lesser hence it looked natural..ah..no wonder..i thot they looked at me cos i look weird or sumthng..after meetin Naz,we went for dinner at LJS.den headed hm str8.on my way home,Hadi[naz's cuz] called him.He's also goin for chalet but Naj's chalet ah..jus 2 doors away frm our room.He wanted to come along but was afraid tat i might not agree to it.So Naz passed the hp to me n i talked to him for quite some time. and BOy!i think he lurvES talkin to me..hehe..Good thing is,i made him changed his perception abt me..he thot i was snobish n all,but in the end,he knoes that the 1st impression DIDNT last..cos i aint nothin like wat he thot i was!
well,i had a gr8 day yday.REally lookin forward for todaE!Naz will be sleepin oveR as well...so i'll keep u update tmr aight?! muacks muakc~
Sunday, March 14, 2004
hey hey hey~ its Sunday..phew..finally got my Sunday off..for the past 3 weeks,my Sundays are filled wit my driving lessons n last week,went to car showroom to get a car.. so now tat there's no plans..i get to laze n bum arD!
well,yday mornin as early as 835, i wen for my drivin lesson..practically,i forgot d footwork n all..but as i warmed up,it got much better..now driving at a higher sppeed aready..40km/h.after which i wen tto book more prac lessons n also my FTT cos i flunkED~den i found out tat i had to resit for my evaluation in order to be permitted to sit for the test.gEes,i didnt study n wasnt prepared the leaST!luckily,i managed to jus go and after 2 tries,i was eligible for the tesT!yipEe..
by then,i wasnt feelin to gd cos i was down wit flu n sorethroat.in fact,it has been tis way since last week..but bein the 'stubborn' me,i refused to eat medicine n all..so i deserveit la!*giggles
so i called my hubby n told him tat i wasnt feelin too gd to merayap..so we jus went for lunch,n walked ard JP and headed hm right after tat..bought tidbits n stuffs to munch n we both turned into couch potatoes n jus laze n watched tv..
my hubby was real tired.. he dozed off n snoRED!goSh!i was taken aback cos i knew he NEVER snores.. awW..my poor baby,must have been real tired!*muacks* as for me,i was sleepy too,but i dun take naps,so i jus tahan mata..
basically tats wat happened yday..i knoe it sound kinda "unexciting" but we both sure had quality time togeda n really had a marvellous time jus bein beside each other..
HoOoRaYyY!!its the MARCH holS!!STARTS TMr!
yeah..the event tat i've been waitin for!d chalet wit ma gurlfrenS!but only stayin overnight on tues..with naz.. aww..first time stayin away frm hm wit my baby..be lookin forward..hope he tak buat perangai sudah ah..hehe..can't wait!
as for now,me waitin for the clock to strike 6.. KrAYoN!!Hhehe.. okla,got to pen off now!love ya`all!gonna miss writin in here for the next few dayS!*mucks*
well,yday mornin as early as 835, i wen for my drivin lesson..practically,i forgot d footwork n all..but as i warmed up,it got much better..now driving at a higher sppeed aready..40km/h.after which i wen tto book more prac lessons n also my FTT cos i flunkED~den i found out tat i had to resit for my evaluation in order to be permitted to sit for the test.gEes,i didnt study n wasnt prepared the leaST!luckily,i managed to jus go and after 2 tries,i was eligible for the tesT!yipEe..
by then,i wasnt feelin to gd cos i was down wit flu n sorethroat.in fact,it has been tis way since last week..but bein the 'stubborn' me,i refused to eat medicine n all..so i deserveit la!*giggles
so i called my hubby n told him tat i wasnt feelin too gd to merayap..so we jus went for lunch,n walked ard JP and headed hm right after tat..bought tidbits n stuffs to munch n we both turned into couch potatoes n jus laze n watched tv..
my hubby was real tired.. he dozed off n snoRED!goSh!i was taken aback cos i knew he NEVER snores.. awW..my poor baby,must have been real tired!*muacks* as for me,i was sleepy too,but i dun take naps,so i jus tahan mata..
basically tats wat happened yday..i knoe it sound kinda "unexciting" but we both sure had quality time togeda n really had a marvellous time jus bein beside each other..
HoOoRaYyY!!its the MARCH holS!!STARTS TMr!
yeah..the event tat i've been waitin for!d chalet wit ma gurlfrenS!but only stayin overnight on tues..with naz.. aww..first time stayin away frm hm wit my baby..be lookin forward..hope he tak buat perangai sudah ah..hehe..can't wait!
as for now,me waitin for the clock to strike 6.. KrAYoN!!Hhehe.. okla,got to pen off now!love ya`all!gonna miss writin in here for the next few dayS!*mucks*
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
holla! its been so long since me been in here.. till my hubby asked me abt it..so here i AM!
well,lotsa things for me to jot down in here since not been in here for sometime..
firstly,i'm still doin fine..busy with sch as its CA week!still hangin out wit the same bunch of wacky(n some hypocrite n two faced) peePiES! and yES!still very much In LovE wit my babyboy!
as for today,me wen to sch for one hr.had a mock test for my office admin..and i guess,luck is on my side or i'm jus bein plain SMart..!as i got 30/50 for it,though i didnt hit the books at aLL! yeah,not really a gd mark,but still i pass mah! after which i wen to JP wit Aliyah to eat Ban Mian..she's a crazy n great bud!for now though..hopefully she wont turn out to b like 'someone'.after which me wen to meet Naz..he's so DDG..esp wit the new haircut.."watever"to wat he thinks abt it n lose his mood over it..i LOVE it!i think he looks wiser n hamsome this way..*giggles
yday,me had principles of management test..i mus say i did pretty well but i was stuck on one question though!right now,me anxiously waitin for my final theory driving results..me even got nightmares abt it!i dreamt tat i fluncked for it.. n i guess its true..me aint confident of passin..sigh*
wat else shld me talk abt.. hmm..
oh yah.. something happened tat really left an impact on me..
Joe,my love for 2 yrs++ n my so called "buddy" now,is outta my life this very moment..jus as i thot we were doin perfect as buddies, he decided tat we shldnt continue bein one..i dun wanna bring this up,as it only saddens me n make me wanna weeP!but since,i cant b selfish..i jus let it b..
if this decision makes him happy,den by all means,i wont hinder him..its jus tat i wanted to persevere wat we had..but i guess,i'm d only feelin this way..watever it is,i jus hope he's doin gr8..
i wld never forget wat he said.it jus cant make me hold back my tears;
he actually asked me to forget him n jus pretend tat he never existed in my life..how cld i simply do taT?he was EVERything to me be4..and now.. he's jus gone like tat..i noe,i'm blessed wit a gr8 guy..n things between me n joe didnt werk out..but yet,there's a term called "memories" right?*damn..
i gtg now..cant fight these tears..
love u han.. [dun mind me writing all this]
GONE TO SOON[frm me to him]
Our love were the envy of everyone
And now everything is done
We went our separate ways
And since den,a second seems like days..
Since our relationship was a failure
I thot our frenship will persevere
But jus as i thot wat we had was PErfect
You're went away n left me with a heart ache..
Was wat we had for 2 years seems meaningless to you?
Or did u jus wanna forget me in a day or two?
How cld i jus forget wat we use to be?
I'm sorry but it's more than wat u can jus see.
Can u c the tears in my eyes wen u walked away that day?
Can u c the tears in my eyes wen u whispered gdbye?
Guess u didnt catch all that,n i guess it's too late
Hence the truth shall remained..
U're gone.. Gone too Soon~
well,lotsa things for me to jot down in here since not been in here for sometime..
firstly,i'm still doin fine..busy with sch as its CA week!still hangin out wit the same bunch of wacky(n some hypocrite n two faced) peePiES! and yES!still very much In LovE wit my babyboy!
as for today,me wen to sch for one hr.had a mock test for my office admin..and i guess,luck is on my side or i'm jus bein plain SMart..!as i got 30/50 for it,though i didnt hit the books at aLL! yeah,not really a gd mark,but still i pass mah! after which i wen to JP wit Aliyah to eat Ban Mian..she's a crazy n great bud!for now though..hopefully she wont turn out to b like 'someone'.after which me wen to meet Naz..he's so DDG..esp wit the new haircut.."watever"to wat he thinks abt it n lose his mood over it..i LOVE it!i think he looks wiser n hamsome this way..*giggles
yday,me had principles of management test..i mus say i did pretty well but i was stuck on one question though!right now,me anxiously waitin for my final theory driving results..me even got nightmares abt it!i dreamt tat i fluncked for it.. n i guess its true..me aint confident of passin..sigh*
wat else shld me talk abt.. hmm..
oh yah.. something happened tat really left an impact on me..
Joe,my love for 2 yrs++ n my so called "buddy" now,is outta my life this very moment..jus as i thot we were doin perfect as buddies, he decided tat we shldnt continue bein one..i dun wanna bring this up,as it only saddens me n make me wanna weeP!but since,i cant b selfish..i jus let it b..
if this decision makes him happy,den by all means,i wont hinder him..its jus tat i wanted to persevere wat we had..but i guess,i'm d only feelin this way..watever it is,i jus hope he's doin gr8..
i wld never forget wat he said.it jus cant make me hold back my tears;
he actually asked me to forget him n jus pretend tat he never existed in my life..how cld i simply do taT?he was EVERything to me be4..and now.. he's jus gone like tat..i noe,i'm blessed wit a gr8 guy..n things between me n joe didnt werk out..but yet,there's a term called "memories" right?*damn..
i gtg now..cant fight these tears..
love u han.. [dun mind me writing all this]
GONE TO SOON[frm me to him]
Our love were the envy of everyone
And now everything is done
We went our separate ways
And since den,a second seems like days..
Since our relationship was a failure
I thot our frenship will persevere
But jus as i thot wat we had was PErfect
You're went away n left me with a heart ache..
Was wat we had for 2 years seems meaningless to you?
Or did u jus wanna forget me in a day or two?
How cld i jus forget wat we use to be?
I'm sorry but it's more than wat u can jus see.
Can u c the tears in my eyes wen u walked away that day?
Can u c the tears in my eyes wen u whispered gdbye?
Guess u didnt catch all that,n i guess it's too late
Hence the truth shall remained..
U're gone.. Gone too Soon~
Sunday, February 29, 2004
hey hey hey~it's SundaY!
well,for d first tyme me woke up as early as 10 on a Sunday..cos me n my hubby wanted to go n purchase ourselves a "couple phone". unfortunately, Naz's name was already used by his sis for M1 line..so he cant buy one for himself..i already told him beforehand tat i wont not wan it if he cldnt purchase it..but he insisted tt i shld take it as an anniversary gift..haiz..my poor baby!i cant help but feel guilty cos initially he was the one yg sungguh2 nak buy new hp for himself.. but in the end i yg end up wit the new phone..kesian seh..he werk so hard yet not rewarded in any ways..
anyway,i jus came back frm my 2nd prac..had real fUn!!i muz say i'm already able to drive smoothly n less nervous dis tyme round..maybe cos the instructor really made me feel so comfy..so comfy tat i felt like as if i'm driving on the road..can laugh n joke ard while driving..hehe.. hence it makes me less tensed n can concentrate .. okla.. my mum dah sibok panggil suruh mamam.. gtg! adios!
p/s:anyways honey,i cant thank u enuff for wat
u given me..luv ya..
well,for d first tyme me woke up as early as 10 on a Sunday..cos me n my hubby wanted to go n purchase ourselves a "couple phone". unfortunately, Naz's name was already used by his sis for M1 line..so he cant buy one for himself..i already told him beforehand tat i wont not wan it if he cldnt purchase it..but he insisted tt i shld take it as an anniversary gift..haiz..my poor baby!i cant help but feel guilty cos initially he was the one yg sungguh2 nak buy new hp for himself.. but in the end i yg end up wit the new phone..kesian seh..he werk so hard yet not rewarded in any ways..
anyway,i jus came back frm my 2nd prac..had real fUn!!i muz say i'm already able to drive smoothly n less nervous dis tyme round..maybe cos the instructor really made me feel so comfy..so comfy tat i felt like as if i'm driving on the road..can laugh n joke ard while driving..hehe.. hence it makes me less tensed n can concentrate .. okla.. my mum dah sibok panggil suruh mamam.. gtg! adios!
p/s:anyways honey,i cant thank u enuff for wat
u given me..luv ya..
