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Saturday, January 31, 2004
Evening..me jus came back frm merayap..well,i mus say i had loads of fun but initially,i've never felt as devastated ever in my life..this was wat happened..
In the afternoon,we met at the usual place then headed of to Orchard.Today my hubby got his pay so we decided to shop for his stuffs as well as my bracelet.We went to SHaw towers n he bought a Polosport shirt as well as his boxers..branded seh;Calvin Klein..hehe..then went to DBS but unfortunately the bracelet tat i wanted was sold out..so i was so sad..n kinda fed up..i knew Naz wanted to make things better for me,but i was fumin so everything sounds bad to me..so i merajuk ah wit him..we then went to have our lunch,but i didnt have the appetite then but after cooling off,i ordered my food,which was DeliCIouS!
after eating,we headed to citylink cos he wanted to buy me the Roxy watch.Then suddenly he mad a remark tat really hurt me saying tat this tyme he cant spent a lot on me..i was like"What?!?" i mean,wat he meant by tat?that always splurge on his $$??i was so FURIOUS!then the whole journey to citylink i pulled a long face.he said he never meant like wat i assume..nonetheless,i was still angry!
when we reach citylink,i was already fine when he talks abt the watch.. he noes tat i love the watch n the fact tat he said he didnt wan to spent so much on me,but he enquire abt it..so it made me irritated!!
i went to a nearby sit and sat there n he sat beside me.. as usual when i'm mad,i usually blabber n tend to say things out of anger.. suddenly,he jus took off his rings,placed them on my lap n walked away..suddenly i felt like mywhole world crumbling doWn!!tears flooded my eyes but i managed to hold it back which then made my heart hurt n screamin in pain!!i called him hut wen i looked up he was already in front of me..at tat moment of time,i feel like i cannot forgive wat he did as he can jus easily end off my relationship jus like tat..but after a long talk n i saw the tears flowin down his eyes and my ULTIMATE love for him,i swallowed my pride n accepted him..when things like tis happens,i can really feel the love between us.. no matter how we hurt each other,we will always fall back into each others arms..
after all the bad happenings,we reconcile n continue shoppin..he wanted to make it up to me hence he bought me a roxy watch,2 blouses from Dorothy Perkins n a bracelet too..wow..in all he spent nearly 150 bucks on me..well,i accepted them wit open arms n of coz i was delighted..it kinda made my day..but i wld b happier if i cld have one wish... if i had one wish, i hoped that i cld take back all the bad time n take back watever bad happenins tat happened today n reverse it to gd ones..
by i believe,things always happens for a reason.. i;m sure watever tat happened today has its reasons behind it..i never regret watever tat had happened..i take it as an obstacle tat i have to go thru n its all worthwhile..
Honey..I love ya..MUACks..thanks for everything..
In the afternoon,we met at the usual place then headed of to Orchard.Today my hubby got his pay so we decided to shop for his stuffs as well as my bracelet.We went to SHaw towers n he bought a Polosport shirt as well as his boxers..branded seh;Calvin Klein..hehe..then went to DBS but unfortunately the bracelet tat i wanted was sold out..so i was so sad..n kinda fed up..i knew Naz wanted to make things better for me,but i was fumin so everything sounds bad to me..so i merajuk ah wit him..we then went to have our lunch,but i didnt have the appetite then but after cooling off,i ordered my food,which was DeliCIouS!
after eating,we headed to citylink cos he wanted to buy me the Roxy watch.Then suddenly he mad a remark tat really hurt me saying tat this tyme he cant spent a lot on me..i was like"What?!?" i mean,wat he meant by tat?that always splurge on his $$??i was so FURIOUS!then the whole journey to citylink i pulled a long face.he said he never meant like wat i assume..nonetheless,i was still angry!
when we reach citylink,i was already fine when he talks abt the watch.. he noes tat i love the watch n the fact tat he said he didnt wan to spent so much on me,but he enquire abt it..so it made me irritated!!
i went to a nearby sit and sat there n he sat beside me.. as usual when i'm mad,i usually blabber n tend to say things out of anger.. suddenly,he jus took off his rings,placed them on my lap n walked away..suddenly i felt like mywhole world crumbling doWn!!tears flooded my eyes but i managed to hold it back which then made my heart hurt n screamin in pain!!i called him hut wen i looked up he was already in front of me..at tat moment of time,i feel like i cannot forgive wat he did as he can jus easily end off my relationship jus like tat..but after a long talk n i saw the tears flowin down his eyes and my ULTIMATE love for him,i swallowed my pride n accepted him..when things like tis happens,i can really feel the love between us.. no matter how we hurt each other,we will always fall back into each others arms..
after all the bad happenings,we reconcile n continue shoppin..he wanted to make it up to me hence he bought me a roxy watch,2 blouses from Dorothy Perkins n a bracelet too..wow..in all he spent nearly 150 bucks on me..well,i accepted them wit open arms n of coz i was delighted..it kinda made my day..but i wld b happier if i cld have one wish... if i had one wish, i hoped that i cld take back all the bad time n take back watever bad happenins tat happened today n reverse it to gd ones..
by i believe,things always happens for a reason.. i;m sure watever tat happened today has its reasons behind it..i never regret watever tat had happened..i take it as an obstacle tat i have to go thru n its all worthwhile..
Honey..I love ya..MUACks..thanks for everything..
Friday, January 30, 2004
Whoa..i'm so beat!jus now PE was terrible..run run RUN!2 more weeks to NAFA test.sigh..other than tat,sch was as per normal.today is the DEAdline to submit the draft report for the Overseas attachment thingy..i was so honoured when Mr Chua mentioned to the rest tat among the 23 students who went for this trip,only one person;which is me,managed to do a good job hence can proceed to my final report.The rest report were REJECTed.Well, i muz say my effort pays off..
Anyway,right now,me thinkin abt my hubby's problem.I jus dun understand wats wrong wit his dad!last nite,he came back frm werk n found out tat his dad threw away all his boxers n his sockS!how ABSURD is tat??of coz i told him to endure it n jus keep quiet abt it;thinkin tat he's dad is jus in a bad mood n might b better in a day or two.
But apparently, things got WORST today!Naz went hm n found tat his Levis jeans n some of his shirt was thrown away by his dad!when i heard abt it, all i cld say was "Astarafirrulahalazim.."
Frankly,i never came across this kind of father before..kalau nak kater stepdad,takpe jugak,but this is own FLESH & BLOOD!furthermore,if Naz is the "hooligan,rebellious" kinda son,takpe jugak..In fact,i think he's a gd son!he takes care of his disabled grandad,never answer back or b rebellious to his parents,never create or bring shame to the family and do his chores.The only thing tat is not gd is tat he's rarely at hm.Tu pun pasal gi werk.. bukkannye berfoya-foya..He never ask for extra $$ frm his dad,all his own..so wats the problem here?i jus dun get it either..
Its true wat Naz said,i'm not in his shoes hence i dun understand how he feels n its ez for me to jus give him advice..But thats the best tat i can do.As his gf,i shld give him encouragement n make sure tat he do things right n not make it WOrsT!I'm sure his dad are doin all these on PURPOSE.This way,when his actions triggers Naz's patience,then Naz wld b rebellious,n then tats when his dad cld start pinpointing all his mistakes jus drive him out of hm or disown him..tats y i really hope tat Naz make sarcrifices like,swallowin his pride n the pain no matter how hurtful it is.In this situation,both father n son have to play a part. Naz as a son shld jus endure n contriol himself so as not to get into more trouble n Naz shld aslo put on a gd front when he's at hm n be more responsible in his duties as a son n as the eldest son in the fam.
As for his dad, I jus hope n pray tat somehow Allah will bukakan n terangkan hatinya to give his son a chance to show himself n appreciate Naz for watever that he has endured n went thru all these years.
Naz mentioned to me,"if he doesnt even accept me as his son,wat makes u think he will accept u as a daughter-in-laW?"
All i can say is,i wont give up..i have faith in the both of us n believe in kebesaran tuhan..if we are really fated to b together,insyaalllah,walau ape pon yg kiter tempuhi,setiap dugaan yg betapa perit pon..we will still stay strong together..insyaallah,AMIN..
Tabahkan hatimu,sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yg melanda,menyelapkan impian bersama
Jgn dikesali atas apa yg terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya,membuahkan bahagia
Aku tahu kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta,kasih antara kita
Jgn berduka,jgn bertentang pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah,menerima segala-galanya dgn REDHA..
Anyway,right now,me thinkin abt my hubby's problem.I jus dun understand wats wrong wit his dad!last nite,he came back frm werk n found out tat his dad threw away all his boxers n his sockS!how ABSURD is tat??of coz i told him to endure it n jus keep quiet abt it;thinkin tat he's dad is jus in a bad mood n might b better in a day or two.
But apparently, things got WORST today!Naz went hm n found tat his Levis jeans n some of his shirt was thrown away by his dad!when i heard abt it, all i cld say was "Astarafirrulahalazim.."
Frankly,i never came across this kind of father before..kalau nak kater stepdad,takpe jugak,but this is own FLESH & BLOOD!furthermore,if Naz is the "hooligan,rebellious" kinda son,takpe jugak..In fact,i think he's a gd son!he takes care of his disabled grandad,never answer back or b rebellious to his parents,never create or bring shame to the family and do his chores.The only thing tat is not gd is tat he's rarely at hm.Tu pun pasal gi werk.. bukkannye berfoya-foya..He never ask for extra $$ frm his dad,all his own..so wats the problem here?i jus dun get it either..
Its true wat Naz said,i'm not in his shoes hence i dun understand how he feels n its ez for me to jus give him advice..But thats the best tat i can do.As his gf,i shld give him encouragement n make sure tat he do things right n not make it WOrsT!I'm sure his dad are doin all these on PURPOSE.This way,when his actions triggers Naz's patience,then Naz wld b rebellious,n then tats when his dad cld start pinpointing all his mistakes jus drive him out of hm or disown him..tats y i really hope tat Naz make sarcrifices like,swallowin his pride n the pain no matter how hurtful it is.In this situation,both father n son have to play a part. Naz as a son shld jus endure n contriol himself so as not to get into more trouble n Naz shld aslo put on a gd front when he's at hm n be more responsible in his duties as a son n as the eldest son in the fam.
As for his dad, I jus hope n pray tat somehow Allah will bukakan n terangkan hatinya to give his son a chance to show himself n appreciate Naz for watever that he has endured n went thru all these years.
Naz mentioned to me,"if he doesnt even accept me as his son,wat makes u think he will accept u as a daughter-in-laW?"
All i can say is,i wont give up..i have faith in the both of us n believe in kebesaran tuhan..if we are really fated to b together,insyaalllah,walau ape pon yg kiter tempuhi,setiap dugaan yg betapa perit pon..we will still stay strong together..insyaallah,AMIN..
Tabahkan hatimu,sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yg melanda,menyelapkan impian bersama
Jgn dikesali atas apa yg terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya,membuahkan bahagia
Aku tahu kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta,kasih antara kita
Jgn berduka,jgn bertentang pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah,menerima segala-galanya dgn REDHA..
Whoa..i'm so beat!jus now PE was terrible..run run RUN!2 more weeks to NAFA test.sigh..other than tat,sch was as per normal.today is the DEAdline to submit the draft report for the Overseas attachment thingy..i was so honoured when Mr Chua mentioned to the rest tat among the 23 students who went for this trip,only one person;which is me,managed to do a good job hence can proceed to my final report.The rest report were REJECTed.Well, i muz say my effort pays off..
Anyway,right now,me thinkin abt my hubby's problem.I jus dun understand wats wrong wit his dad!last nite,he came back frm werk n found out tat his dad threw away all his boxers n his sockS!how ABSURD is tat??of coz i told him to endure it n jus keep quiet abt it;thinkin tat he's dad is jus in a bad mood n might b better in a day or two.
But apparently, things got WORST today!Naz went hm n found tat his Levis jeans n some of his shirt was thrown away by his dad!when i heard abt it, all i cld say was "Astarafirrulahalazim.."
Frankly,i never came across this kind of father before..kalau nak kater stepdad,takpe jugak,but this is own FLESH & BLOOD!furthermore,if Naz is the "hooligan,rebellious" kinda son,takpe jugak..In fact,i think he's a gd son!he takes care of his sick grandad,never answer back or b rebellious to his parents,never create or bring shame to the family and do his chores.The only thing tat is not gd is tat he's rarely at hm.Tu pun pasal gi werk.. bukkannye berfoya-foya..He never ask for extra $$ frm his dad,all his own..so wats the problem here?i jus dun get it either..
Its true wat Naz said,i'm not in his shoes hence i dun understand how he feels n its ez for me to jus give him advice..But thats the best tat i can do.As his gf,i shld give him encouragement n make sure tat he do things right n not make it WOrsT!I'm sure his dad are doin all these on PURPOSE.This way,when his actions triggers Naz's patience,then Naz wld b rebellious,n then tats when his dad cld start pinpointing all his mistakes jus drive him out of hm or disown him..tats y i really hope tat Naz make sarcrifices like,swallowin his pride n the pain no matter how hurtful it is.In this situation,both father n son have to play a part. Naz as a son shld jus endure n contriol himself so as not to get into more trouble n Naz shld aslo put on a gd front when he's at hm n be more responsible in his duties as a son n as the eldest son in the fam.
As for his dad, I jus hope n pray tat somehow Allah will bukakan n terangkan hatinya to give his son a chance to show himself n appreciate Naz for watever that he has endured n went thru all these years.
Naz mentioned to me,"if he doesnt even accept me as his son,wat makes u think he will accept u as a daughter-in-laW?"
All i can say is,i wont give up..i have faith in the both of us n believe in kebesaran tuhan..if we are really fated to b together,insyaalllah,walau ape pon yg kiter tempuhi,setiap dugaan yg betapa perit pon..we will still stay strong together..insyaallah,AMIN..
Anyway,right now,me thinkin abt my hubby's problem.I jus dun understand wats wrong wit his dad!last nite,he came back frm werk n found out tat his dad threw away all his boxers n his sockS!how ABSURD is tat??of coz i told him to endure it n jus keep quiet abt it;thinkin tat he's dad is jus in a bad mood n might b better in a day or two.
But apparently, things got WORST today!Naz went hm n found tat his Levis jeans n some of his shirt was thrown away by his dad!when i heard abt it, all i cld say was "Astarafirrulahalazim.."
Frankly,i never came across this kind of father before..kalau nak kater stepdad,takpe jugak,but this is own FLESH & BLOOD!furthermore,if Naz is the "hooligan,rebellious" kinda son,takpe jugak..In fact,i think he's a gd son!he takes care of his sick grandad,never answer back or b rebellious to his parents,never create or bring shame to the family and do his chores.The only thing tat is not gd is tat he's rarely at hm.Tu pun pasal gi werk.. bukkannye berfoya-foya..He never ask for extra $$ frm his dad,all his own..so wats the problem here?i jus dun get it either..
Its true wat Naz said,i'm not in his shoes hence i dun understand how he feels n its ez for me to jus give him advice..But thats the best tat i can do.As his gf,i shld give him encouragement n make sure tat he do things right n not make it WOrsT!I'm sure his dad are doin all these on PURPOSE.This way,when his actions triggers Naz's patience,then Naz wld b rebellious,n then tats when his dad cld start pinpointing all his mistakes jus drive him out of hm or disown him..tats y i really hope tat Naz make sarcrifices like,swallowin his pride n the pain no matter how hurtful it is.In this situation,both father n son have to play a part. Naz as a son shld jus endure n contriol himself so as not to get into more trouble n Naz shld aslo put on a gd front when he's at hm n be more responsible in his duties as a son n as the eldest son in the fam.
As for his dad, I jus hope n pray tat somehow Allah will bukakan n terangkan hatinya to give his son a chance to show himself n appreciate Naz for watever that he has endured n went thru all these years.
Naz mentioned to me,"if he doesnt even accept me as his son,wat makes u think he will accept u as a daughter-in-laW?"
All i can say is,i wont give up..i have faith in the both of us n believe in kebesaran tuhan..if we are really fated to b together,insyaalllah,walau ape pon yg kiter tempuhi,setiap dugaan yg betapa perit pon..we will still stay strong together..insyaallah,AMIN..
Thursday, January 29, 2004
ahack,4 th 1st tyme,i forgot tio write my blog y'day!!!didnt even rmbr abt it until my hubby reminded me..by then i was already sleepy so bring forward to today la..geeZ~
well y'day,sch was only for an hr..so lamE!since sch ends at 1215,decided to go to town wit aliyah.supposedly i'm supposed to accompany her to look for gifts for Yan,but in the end it was vice versa..but me jus window shoppin for myself la..asyik survey kan for my hubby je..bila my turn??*winkz..furthermore,he's gettin his pay this weekend,ape lagi?ish!!Naughty naughty dolly..*shrugs
after tat around 4+ meet Naz n den set for hm.It was his off day so we chilled at my place as usual..no one was at hm at that tyme when we reach hm..so,we sat down n watch tv..lagipon tgh penat..den abt 5+,daddy came hm n showed me the letter tat i've been waitin for!!SSDC RESULTs!!!WOhOoO! i passed..phew..felt so relieve..then i also got a letter. i was like wondering, who cld it b?the funny thing is,in the envelope, was jus a photo.my mind went blank..after thinkin n refreshin my memory,then me teringat,it muz b Wan..but i was thinking,if its him,how come there;s no note or watsoever?if its him,he wld call to ask if i've received it wat..kite pon dah lama tak contact..hmm..till now me have no confirmation who tat pic belong too..
anyways,me n Naz spent the evening by surfing the webbies..i showed him the lovingyou.com webbie n made him look at the love letters.He was so shocked wen he saw his name on the pg.so he went on n read the letter tat i composed.me also didnt expect tat my letter wld be selected out of hundreDS tat submitteD!furthermore,this is a WorldWideWeb,excuse mE!!
I asked him to read aloud cos i believe in tat way, he can feel it more..while he was readin half way thru.his voice started to break..but i jus ignored.upon finishin the letter,i saw the tears cloudin in his eyes!!i was so touched dat he really felt it..anyway..honey,i mean everything i say..*winks
ard 830+,he went home,dun wan to get into trouble with his dad mah..
As for today,sch was as per normal,headed home after sch,Naz fetched me..he claimed dat he was hungry so as soon as i stepped into the house n put my bag down, i headed straight to the kitchen to dish sumthin out~apparently it was his fav noodles.. at least after seein him eat,i felt better..cos i dun wan him to work on empty stomach..haiz..if i never take care of him,who would?teringat pulak,the only time he fell sick eversince we're togeda was wen i was away from s'pore..hehe..love sick probably..
after eating,he had to rush for work,thats when i followed him down cos me wanted to get some snacks at the provision shop..den there was this point when i raised my voice at him n he scolded me..den kononnnye nak merajuk ah..sekali i tripped n fell mcm nangka busuk seh!but i think it was hilarious ah..hehe.. dholat ah ni!btw,sorry han,never meant to raise my voice actually..
okla.. nothin more to write..me better start wit my report..tmr deadLiNE!!adioz
well y'day,sch was only for an hr..so lamE!since sch ends at 1215,decided to go to town wit aliyah.supposedly i'm supposed to accompany her to look for gifts for Yan,but in the end it was vice versa..but me jus window shoppin for myself la..asyik survey kan for my hubby je..bila my turn??*winkz..furthermore,he's gettin his pay this weekend,ape lagi?ish!!Naughty naughty dolly..*shrugs
after tat around 4+ meet Naz n den set for hm.It was his off day so we chilled at my place as usual..no one was at hm at that tyme when we reach hm..so,we sat down n watch tv..lagipon tgh penat..den abt 5+,daddy came hm n showed me the letter tat i've been waitin for!!SSDC RESULTs!!!WOhOoO! i passed..phew..felt so relieve..then i also got a letter. i was like wondering, who cld it b?the funny thing is,in the envelope, was jus a photo.my mind went blank..after thinkin n refreshin my memory,then me teringat,it muz b Wan..but i was thinking,if its him,how come there;s no note or watsoever?if its him,he wld call to ask if i've received it wat..kite pon dah lama tak contact..hmm..till now me have no confirmation who tat pic belong too..
anyways,me n Naz spent the evening by surfing the webbies..i showed him the lovingyou.com webbie n made him look at the love letters.He was so shocked wen he saw his name on the pg.so he went on n read the letter tat i composed.me also didnt expect tat my letter wld be selected out of hundreDS tat submitteD!furthermore,this is a WorldWideWeb,excuse mE!!
I asked him to read aloud cos i believe in tat way, he can feel it more..while he was readin half way thru.his voice started to break..but i jus ignored.upon finishin the letter,i saw the tears cloudin in his eyes!!i was so touched dat he really felt it..anyway..honey,i mean everything i say..*winks
ard 830+,he went home,dun wan to get into trouble with his dad mah..
As for today,sch was as per normal,headed home after sch,Naz fetched me..he claimed dat he was hungry so as soon as i stepped into the house n put my bag down, i headed straight to the kitchen to dish sumthin out~apparently it was his fav noodles.. at least after seein him eat,i felt better..cos i dun wan him to work on empty stomach..haiz..if i never take care of him,who would?teringat pulak,the only time he fell sick eversince we're togeda was wen i was away from s'pore..hehe..love sick probably..
after eating,he had to rush for work,thats when i followed him down cos me wanted to get some snacks at the provision shop..den there was this point when i raised my voice at him n he scolded me..den kononnnye nak merajuk ah..sekali i tripped n fell mcm nangka busuk seh!but i think it was hilarious ah..hehe.. dholat ah ni!btw,sorry han,never meant to raise my voice actually..
okla.. nothin more to write..me better start wit my report..tmr deadLiNE!!adioz
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Today sch as per normal,nothin interestin though i muz say,things are gettin tougher n the work pile is gettin more.. especially for WP..sigh..
After sch went hm n got ready to fetch my hubby..speaking of fetching,i wonder wen i'll get my license..then i can fetch him frm werk,sch n even wander ard in a car.. earlier this mornin when dad sent me to sch,mum showed me the car tat she plan to buy me upon me gettin my licensSE!its a Hyundai car..i like it!nicE!!
Quit dreamin!for now at least..hehe..
well,we had an early dinner be4 Naz set off for work.After he went to werk,me straightaway went hm n relaxed..penat seh..
yawn..now me already feelin sleepy,esp after washin my hair..feel so cosy on bed..lagipon not much happenigs todae..pen off now.. nite nite..Love u Han!!
After sch went hm n got ready to fetch my hubby..speaking of fetching,i wonder wen i'll get my license..then i can fetch him frm werk,sch n even wander ard in a car.. earlier this mornin when dad sent me to sch,mum showed me the car tat she plan to buy me upon me gettin my licensSE!its a Hyundai car..i like it!nicE!!
Quit dreamin!for now at least..hehe..
well,we had an early dinner be4 Naz set off for work.After he went to werk,me straightaway went hm n relaxed..penat seh..
yawn..now me already feelin sleepy,esp after washin my hair..feel so cosy on bed..lagipon not much happenigs todae..pen off now.. nite nite..Love u Han!!
Back to sch after a long weekend..1st n foremost,had trouble wakin up..sch starts at 1015am,woke up at 920am!reached bishan mrt station ay 1015 den take cab lor..walk confirm tak sempat..
Den sch resumes as per normal..wen to Novena sq's BK for lunch togeda wit aliyah,sally n wawa..as usual,craked jokes n laughed our heads ofF!our victim 4 the day was Baby..kena kutuk rabakz seh..ni semua cos wawa start..
Den during WP lesson,found out tat now we're goin to have hmw everyday!2 assignments each!sigh..takpela..benefit frm it also mah..
After sch,met Naz n sent him off to werk.But i didnt go hm str8.I went to Cik Ina's place to get my hair permed..whoa..so long seh 2 and 1/2 hRS!but the after effect was purrfect..love it..she thinks i look better with curly hair..and sp does my mom;although she thinks it makes me look more matured..i kinda like it too.. but i noe my hubby will simply LURVE it..
So i decided to lure him to come over my place cos i thot maybe i wont b able to meet him tmr..even if i was goin to, i stilll cant wait to let him c my hair toniTE!he was surprised but he lurves it!i'm so glad tat he did..he said he didnt xpect tat i was goin to have it curled up early so soon as he wanted me to have it as a Vday gift,but i told him i wanted both him n me to gain frm the $ tat i received yday,tats y i did it..now he has NO reason to say tat he "likes to c girls with curly hair".. he can only say,"i lurve lookin at my babygurl's curly hair"..*LOL
okla,me very tired liao..got to go to sleep..tmr start sch at 8 so muz wake up early..den in the evening,muz fetch my hubby frm sch..
gd nitEZ!love ya han..hope u loved the "hairy" surprise..hehe..muackZ!
ANYWAYS THIS SUPPOSE TO B FOR MON,26 JAN 04
Den sch resumes as per normal..wen to Novena sq's BK for lunch togeda wit aliyah,sally n wawa..as usual,craked jokes n laughed our heads ofF!our victim 4 the day was Baby..kena kutuk rabakz seh..ni semua cos wawa start..
Den during WP lesson,found out tat now we're goin to have hmw everyday!2 assignments each!sigh..takpela..benefit frm it also mah..
After sch,met Naz n sent him off to werk.But i didnt go hm str8.I went to Cik Ina's place to get my hair permed..whoa..so long seh 2 and 1/2 hRS!but the after effect was purrfect..love it..she thinks i look better with curly hair..and sp does my mom;although she thinks it makes me look more matured..i kinda like it too.. but i noe my hubby will simply LURVE it..
So i decided to lure him to come over my place cos i thot maybe i wont b able to meet him tmr..even if i was goin to, i stilll cant wait to let him c my hair toniTE!he was surprised but he lurves it!i'm so glad tat he did..he said he didnt xpect tat i was goin to have it curled up early so soon as he wanted me to have it as a Vday gift,but i told him i wanted both him n me to gain frm the $ tat i received yday,tats y i did it..now he has NO reason to say tat he "likes to c girls with curly hair".. he can only say,"i lurve lookin at my babygurl's curly hair"..*LOL
okla,me very tired liao..got to go to sleep..tmr start sch at 8 so muz wake up early..den in the evening,muz fetch my hubby frm sch..
gd nitEZ!love ya han..hope u loved the "hairy" surprise..hehe..muackZ!
ANYWAYS THIS SUPPOSE TO B FOR MON,26 JAN 04
Back to sch after a long weekend..1st n foremost,had trouble wakin up..sch starts at 1015am,woke up at 920am!reached bishan mrt station ay 1015 den take cab lor..walk confirm tak sempat..
Den sch resumes as per normal..wen to Novena sq's BK for lunch togeda wit aliyah,sally n wawa..as usual,craked jokes n laughed our heads ofF!our victim 4 the day was Baby..kena kutuk rabakz seh..ni semua cos wawa start..
Den during WP lesson,found out tat now we're goin to have hmw everyday!2 assignments each!sigh..takpela..benefit frm it also mah..
After sch,met Naz n sent him off to werk.But i didnt go hm str8.I went to Cik Ina's place to get my hair permed..whoa..so long seh 2 and 1/2 hRS!but the after effect was purrfect..love it..she thinks i look better with curly hair..and sp does my mom;although she thinks it makes me look more matured..i kinda like it too.. but i noe my hubby will simply LURVE it..
So i decided to lure him to come over my place cos i thot maybe i wont b able to meet him tmr..even if i was goin to, i stilll cant wait to let him c my hair toniTE!he was surprised but he lurves it!i'm so glad tat he did..he said he didnt xpect tat i was goin to have it curled up early so soon as he wanted me to have it as a Vday gift,but i told him i wanted both him n me to gain frm the $ tat i received yday,tats y i did it..now he has NO reason to say tat he "likes to c girls with curly hair".. he can only say,"i lurve lookin at my babygurl's curly hair"..*LOL
okla,me very tired liao..got to go to sleep..tmr start sch at 8 so muz wake up early..den in the evening,muz fetch my hubby frm sch..
gd nitEZ!love ya han..hope u loved the "hairy" surprise..hehe..muackZ!
Den sch resumes as per normal..wen to Novena sq's BK for lunch togeda wit aliyah,sally n wawa..as usual,craked jokes n laughed our heads ofF!our victim 4 the day was Baby..kena kutuk rabakz seh..ni semua cos wawa start..
Den during WP lesson,found out tat now we're goin to have hmw everyday!2 assignments each!sigh..takpela..benefit frm it also mah..
After sch,met Naz n sent him off to werk.But i didnt go hm str8.I went to Cik Ina's place to get my hair permed..whoa..so long seh 2 and 1/2 hRS!but the after effect was purrfect..love it..she thinks i look better with curly hair..and sp does my mom;although she thinks it makes me look more matured..i kinda like it too.. but i noe my hubby will simply LURVE it..
So i decided to lure him to come over my place cos i thot maybe i wont b able to meet him tmr..even if i was goin to, i stilll cant wait to let him c my hair toniTE!he was surprised but he lurves it!i'm so glad tat he did..he said he didnt xpect tat i was goin to have it curled up early so soon as he wanted me to have it as a Vday gift,but i told him i wanted both him n me to gain frm the $ tat i received yday,tats y i did it..now he has NO reason to say tat he "likes to c girls with curly hair".. he can only say,"i lurve lookin at my babygurl's curly hair"..*LOL
okla,me very tired liao..got to go to sleep..tmr start sch at 8 so muz wake up early..den in the evening,muz fetch my hubby frm sch..
gd nitEZ!love ya han..hope u loved the "hairy" surprise..hehe..muackZ!
Sunday, January 25, 2004
Phoa..wat a hectic day!at last,i finally get the chance to sit n relax..well,today is my bro's engagement day so i had to wake up early..after sleepin late last night..i'm so impressed wit myself;the gubahan all i do!includin the fruit basket n arrangement of the fruits..
around 1130am,i set off to the girl's side.REached ard 12 den start wit the makeup session..it was kinda difficult cos the projection of light at her room is kinda low so me not used to it,but nonetheless,i have to make use of the situation.after the makeup,which i muz say look superb,i start doin her hair..and also put on an organza shawl which act as a scarf..
and the best thing which i was SSOOOOOOO impressed of was,the theme color was PINK!!her dress,her bed,her shawl,semua pink!so i pon semangat ah!!hehe..
wen the guy's side came,i was nervous as i'm afraid my "laser"aunts n uncles may give nasty remarks abt the way i make her up..n thank god,they were all impressed!not only frm my side but also the gurl's side,they even ask me which makeup agency i work for..ehehe..but too bad,i cant pursue in this as my parents dun c the need of it..got the potential but..have to keep it low.
after everythin,went back to my crib n chill..karaoke n all..but for awhile only cos i'm feelin so tired...
okla,wanna watch K14,tats all for todae..got to pen off now..tata!
p/s:Han,i miz ya!called ur hp but u switched it off..my poor baby have to werk..its ok baby..i'm behind ya;support ya in everythin u do!
around 1130am,i set off to the girl's side.REached ard 12 den start wit the makeup session..it was kinda difficult cos the projection of light at her room is kinda low so me not used to it,but nonetheless,i have to make use of the situation.after the makeup,which i muz say look superb,i start doin her hair..and also put on an organza shawl which act as a scarf..
and the best thing which i was SSOOOOOOO impressed of was,the theme color was PINK!!her dress,her bed,her shawl,semua pink!so i pon semangat ah!!hehe..
wen the guy's side came,i was nervous as i'm afraid my "laser"aunts n uncles may give nasty remarks abt the way i make her up..n thank god,they were all impressed!not only frm my side but also the gurl's side,they even ask me which makeup agency i work for..ehehe..but too bad,i cant pursue in this as my parents dun c the need of it..got the potential but..have to keep it low.
after everythin,went back to my crib n chill..karaoke n all..but for awhile only cos i'm feelin so tired...
okla,wanna watch K14,tats all for todae..got to pen off now..tata!
p/s:Han,i miz ya!called ur hp but u switched it off..my poor baby have to werk..its ok baby..i'm behind ya;support ya in everythin u do!
Saturday, January 24, 2004
Woke up early today cos have a date wit my hubby at 12pm.Tak pernah² seh keluar as early as this..but wat to do..granny(dad's mom) comin over so mus put on my best behaviour..
meet him at around 1230 n headed straight to Orchard.Had some extra cash cos havent been out for 4 dayS;so decided to give my hubby a treat at Sakura Cuisine.. many of the shops still closed due to CNY,so many people were there to eat.DAhlah kena tunnggu lama,den menu limited,not much choice to choose.Den, we were sat at this BIG round table with jus the 2 of us!How ridiculous is TAT?!mcm bodoh seh..so embarassin~but wat the heck?!We both had pineapple rice n pandan leak chicken.The pineapple rice tasted like ordinary Fried Rice!!haiz.. i dun mind the money spent but i dun find it worthied,might as well spent a bit more at some posh place which serves a decent fooD!
After eatin,went window shoppin,cos next week Naz is gettin his pay!So he asked me to survey around for V'day's gift or watever..But i've decided tat i wan my hair permed so i'm goin to ask him to pay for it ..take it as a V'day gift la..As for him,i've not decided yet..sigh..
Den we went to buy some makeup utensils for tmr's event..haiz..makeup stylist for a day..perasan~*lol
after tat we headed straight home cos he got to work at 6..
Thot the day was goin to end gd but we argued over sumthing stupiD and it spoilt my daY!he never fails to hurt me with wat he says!!Dun wish to write it in here cos mendatangkan kemarahan jE!he shld noe bettER!!but wen we were argueing,i also said somethings tat are harsh n crude!i felt bad but when i'm mad i'm like tat..sigh,things happen but cant turn back tyme wat..but still,if u're readin this honey,I'm so sorry..i never mean watever i said,i love u Han.. but i jus wish tat next tyme,u wld tink b4 u speak cos it kinda hurt me each time n u noe its not the first tyme..
When i got home,ma aunt n cuzz were already waitin for me..ape lagi?!Karaoke la!!dah la ujan,makin lebat beb!den,tyme magrib have to stop n den i helped wit my parents wit the decoratin of the engagements gift..okla..busy la.. got to help them or else they keep yakkin n yakkin!!!ok den..adioS~
meet him at around 1230 n headed straight to Orchard.Had some extra cash cos havent been out for 4 dayS;so decided to give my hubby a treat at Sakura Cuisine.. many of the shops still closed due to CNY,so many people were there to eat.DAhlah kena tunnggu lama,den menu limited,not much choice to choose.Den, we were sat at this BIG round table with jus the 2 of us!How ridiculous is TAT?!mcm bodoh seh..so embarassin~but wat the heck?!We both had pineapple rice n pandan leak chicken.The pineapple rice tasted like ordinary Fried Rice!!haiz.. i dun mind the money spent but i dun find it worthied,might as well spent a bit more at some posh place which serves a decent fooD!
After eatin,went window shoppin,cos next week Naz is gettin his pay!So he asked me to survey around for V'day's gift or watever..But i've decided tat i wan my hair permed so i'm goin to ask him to pay for it ..take it as a V'day gift la..As for him,i've not decided yet..sigh..
Den we went to buy some makeup utensils for tmr's event..haiz..makeup stylist for a day..perasan~*lol
after tat we headed straight home cos he got to work at 6..
Thot the day was goin to end gd but we argued over sumthing stupiD and it spoilt my daY!he never fails to hurt me with wat he says!!Dun wish to write it in here cos mendatangkan kemarahan jE!he shld noe bettER!!but wen we were argueing,i also said somethings tat are harsh n crude!i felt bad but when i'm mad i'm like tat..sigh,things happen but cant turn back tyme wat..but still,if u're readin this honey,I'm so sorry..i never mean watever i said,i love u Han.. but i jus wish tat next tyme,u wld tink b4 u speak cos it kinda hurt me each time n u noe its not the first tyme..
When i got home,ma aunt n cuzz were already waitin for me..ape lagi?!Karaoke la!!dah la ujan,makin lebat beb!den,tyme magrib have to stop n den i helped wit my parents wit the decoratin of the engagements gift..okla..busy la.. got to help them or else they keep yakkin n yakkin!!!ok den..adioS~
Friday, January 23, 2004
Yet another rainy day n another day of lazyin ard at hm..so sad,supposedly meet my hubby but he got to go to werk early..bein wit him,makes me feel matured..its like our relationship not the kind of wat they call it,"monkey love",but its like an adult relationship,for eg,like he got to go to werk n i have to understand the situation n all..u get wat i mean?
later in the evenin,got to go to Airport to send off my last tyme neighbour,my so called "mak angkat" for hajj..many people goin for hajj..alhamdullilah,means ramai juga yg masih ingatkan tuhan..amin..
anyways,i'm SO happy cos i jus found out tat my bro is gettin engaged on Sunday not tmr,so tat means,i can go out wit Naz before he goes to werk tmr!wohOoO!!hopefully he dun need to report to werk early..okla,me wan to watch tv..mtv europe music award!c ya!
p/s: i love u honey..muackS!
later in the evenin,got to go to Airport to send off my last tyme neighbour,my so called "mak angkat" for hajj..many people goin for hajj..alhamdullilah,means ramai juga yg masih ingatkan tuhan..amin..
anyways,i'm SO happy cos i jus found out tat my bro is gettin engaged on Sunday not tmr,so tat means,i can go out wit Naz before he goes to werk tmr!wohOoO!!hopefully he dun need to report to werk early..okla,me wan to watch tv..mtv europe music award!c ya!
p/s: i love u honey..muackS!
Thursday, January 22, 2004
Happy Chinese New Year to all the Chinese peepz~yet,another day of bumming ard at hm..wat to do,my hubby got to earn some $$..but at least i got to meet him for a few hrs before he went to werk..watched vcds n spent some quality time togeda..miss him so much after not meetin him for a day..how ridiculous is tat?!but tats wat i call, L.O.V.E!
earlier this mornin,joe called me to chat..den i told him abt wat i felt(wat i wrote in here last nite)n he said tat watever i'm feelin rite now,he felt twice the pain!so in order not to be selfish,i told him tat i wld prefer tat we dun meet nor talk hence,he can forget me easily n lead on with his life as well as meet someone new n as for me,i wld spent my lifetime wit my beloved Naz..i dun noe y but tears suddenly flow down my cheeks..i asked my innerself,y am i feelin like this?but i jus cant find the answer cos i've never gone thru all this be4..
luckily,i'm blessed wit a great Guy!i let out my feelings to him n instead of bickerin at me or feelin jealous,he advised n told me tat it's normal to feel tis way..at that moment,i REALLy thank god for giving me the chance to meet the perfect guy..who's not only a gr8 bf,but also a gr8 buddy n a shoulder for me to lean on..I love u han..
p/s:this is sumthin tat i jus wrote a while ago..
Title:Time to move on
We've been togeda for so long
Two years have already passed along
You n me were inseparable then
But now we're jus frens
Then i thought it would b ez for me to forget wat we've been thru
But as time went by,i realise tat i'm jus runnin frm the truth
The truth which is Memories of us had always haunted me
But this time,i knoe i can never let it overcome me..
I'm finally with the guy tat deserves my love
and i'm ready to let go our love..
I hope u'll find the right path n lead ur own life
As i will do the same for myself n forget u,the first love of my life..
Thank u for everythin tat u've given me;
I guess wat we hoped for before,could never be..
Suhaimi&Lyana(010801)
earlier this mornin,joe called me to chat..den i told him abt wat i felt(wat i wrote in here last nite)n he said tat watever i'm feelin rite now,he felt twice the pain!so in order not to be selfish,i told him tat i wld prefer tat we dun meet nor talk hence,he can forget me easily n lead on with his life as well as meet someone new n as for me,i wld spent my lifetime wit my beloved Naz..i dun noe y but tears suddenly flow down my cheeks..i asked my innerself,y am i feelin like this?but i jus cant find the answer cos i've never gone thru all this be4..
luckily,i'm blessed wit a great Guy!i let out my feelings to him n instead of bickerin at me or feelin jealous,he advised n told me tat it's normal to feel tis way..at that moment,i REALLy thank god for giving me the chance to meet the perfect guy..who's not only a gr8 bf,but also a gr8 buddy n a shoulder for me to lean on..I love u han..
p/s:this is sumthin tat i jus wrote a while ago..
Title:Time to move on
We've been togeda for so long
Two years have already passed along
You n me were inseparable then
But now we're jus frens
Then i thought it would b ez for me to forget wat we've been thru
But as time went by,i realise tat i'm jus runnin frm the truth
The truth which is Memories of us had always haunted me
But this time,i knoe i can never let it overcome me..
I'm finally with the guy tat deserves my love
and i'm ready to let go our love..
I hope u'll find the right path n lead ur own life
As i will do the same for myself n forget u,the first love of my life..
Thank u for everythin tat u've given me;
I guess wat we hoped for before,could never be..
Suhaimi&Lyana(010801)
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Jus came back frm Joe's place..went visiting..played wit Nurul n Aiman.Wow!they both grown so CUTE!!We had sing-along session,dance to kids songs n tickled each other here n there.Joe was also there..He jus looked at us and joined us after a while..kinda miss the time when me n him use to go out n play ard wit Nurul n "play pretend" tat she's ours.*sigh..but i guess fate doesnt permit..i read the smses in his hp n saw this girl,Yaya,who sent him lovey dovey msgs..not to mention LOADs of other girls too..but this girl smses alot!so i asked him if he's attached but he denied..Wat the heLL?if he's attached jus say la.. den he thinks i'm jealous..
well, i dun noe y but somehow i felt kinda jealous la..but i'm so sure tat i have NO feelins at all towards him..entah eh..maybe cos been wit him for so long,muz b funny if i were to c another girl in his arms..speakin of which,now i can imagine how he felt when he sees me wit Naz..argh..forget abt it..when we wanted to go hm,i kissed Nurul n she keep kissing n huggin me,then Kak Nani(joe's sis) said"kiss Nurul je?"..den i jus smile n looked away frm Joe..wat a day!
Other den dat didnt do much at hm.. jus lazed around..watch tv..watch VCD..and i felt sick..after eatin,my throat will fun uneasy n i'll end up pukin..Honey,i really Miss u!!!really lookin forward to meetin u tmr!!yummy..u'll finally get to get rid of your craving n eat mummy's SPAGHETTI!!anyways,today ur AM account,u've got urself a kiss and notes!i think abt 7 notes...hmm..who says u aint gdlookin?heheh.. ok den.. taalk to u later.. muacks!!!
well, i dun noe y but somehow i felt kinda jealous la..but i'm so sure tat i have NO feelins at all towards him..entah eh..maybe cos been wit him for so long,muz b funny if i were to c another girl in his arms..speakin of which,now i can imagine how he felt when he sees me wit Naz..argh..forget abt it..when we wanted to go hm,i kissed Nurul n she keep kissing n huggin me,then Kak Nani(joe's sis) said"kiss Nurul je?"..den i jus smile n looked away frm Joe..wat a day!
Other den dat didnt do much at hm.. jus lazed around..watch tv..watch VCD..and i felt sick..after eatin,my throat will fun uneasy n i'll end up pukin..Honey,i really Miss u!!!really lookin forward to meetin u tmr!!yummy..u'll finally get to get rid of your craving n eat mummy's SPAGHETTI!!anyways,today ur AM account,u've got urself a kiss and notes!i think abt 7 notes...hmm..who says u aint gdlookin?heheh.. ok den.. taalk to u later.. muacks!!!
Happy Birthday Honey!!!Today is my hubby's 20th bday!well I had a terrific day although it doesnt start off well..
well in sch jus now,i was thinkin to myself tat today's Naz bday but he has already received treats n gifts as we celebrated his bday early..so i was thinkin tat i shld get him sumthing so tat he will at least feel special today..so i decided to buy him a cake and surprise him when we meet later on..but to my dismay,i called him and asked him whether is he goin for work,n he said "no"..so i assumed tat our plan to watch movie n all was still on..BUT NO!!he said,he wanted to go out with Hadi,his cuz,who wanted to give him a treat!i was so disappointed tat i hung up n broke into tears in the canteen seh!everyone waslike lookin ..but i dun caRE! to think tat i wanted to treat him well n make him feel special yet it ended up with my heart brokeN!
My gfs asked me to remind him abt our plan but i didnt wan to as i dun wan to tell him wat to do and wat not to on his bday..i jus wan him to b happy even if it takes me to feel hurt..i can endure..So,i told him tat he shall only come to my place after sch. eventhough i was deeply hurt,i still went on wit my plan.i went to the confectionary and bought him a bday cake.Then wen i reached hm i received a call frm him.he apologised profusely sayin tat he suddenly rmbred abt our plan and had initially forgotten abt it!frankly,i felt better knoein tat he realise it as at least i noe he still care..so i forgave him n we met for movies.he fetched me at my place n i decided to wear somethin nice and sumthing tat he liked,so i put on my pink blouse,khaki pants,and pink shawl..bohemian style~and when i came out frm my room,his eyes sparkled and showed me his impressed expression!den i surprised him wit cake and candles and he was so touched and we cut the cake as well as took some pics.finally,we set off for our date.
the movie was hilarious,watched "Cheaper by the dozen". Check out for briefs after tat at Metro..really wan him to try wearin one..or he'll b forever wearin his boxerS!*LoL
When we reached home,mummy prepared both of us dinner,den look at some pics and watch some videos..zaman "kentalan"..so paiseh seH!haiz...
okla.. my eyes gettin blurry now.. sleepy liao.. gtg to sleep..actually wanted to go to Sentosa wit the gurls but lazy arh..so guess i'll jus b bummin ard at hm and goin to Joe's place after magrib..visitin~
ok den.. nitez.. Tata!
well in sch jus now,i was thinkin to myself tat today's Naz bday but he has already received treats n gifts as we celebrated his bday early..so i was thinkin tat i shld get him sumthing so tat he will at least feel special today..so i decided to buy him a cake and surprise him when we meet later on..but to my dismay,i called him and asked him whether is he goin for work,n he said "no"..so i assumed tat our plan to watch movie n all was still on..BUT NO!!he said,he wanted to go out with Hadi,his cuz,who wanted to give him a treat!i was so disappointed tat i hung up n broke into tears in the canteen seh!everyone waslike lookin ..but i dun caRE! to think tat i wanted to treat him well n make him feel special yet it ended up with my heart brokeN!
My gfs asked me to remind him abt our plan but i didnt wan to as i dun wan to tell him wat to do and wat not to on his bday..i jus wan him to b happy even if it takes me to feel hurt..i can endure..So,i told him tat he shall only come to my place after sch. eventhough i was deeply hurt,i still went on wit my plan.i went to the confectionary and bought him a bday cake.Then wen i reached hm i received a call frm him.he apologised profusely sayin tat he suddenly rmbred abt our plan and had initially forgotten abt it!frankly,i felt better knoein tat he realise it as at least i noe he still care..so i forgave him n we met for movies.he fetched me at my place n i decided to wear somethin nice and sumthing tat he liked,so i put on my pink blouse,khaki pants,and pink shawl..bohemian style~and when i came out frm my room,his eyes sparkled and showed me his impressed expression!den i surprised him wit cake and candles and he was so touched and we cut the cake as well as took some pics.finally,we set off for our date.
the movie was hilarious,watched "Cheaper by the dozen". Check out for briefs after tat at Metro..really wan him to try wearin one..or he'll b forever wearin his boxerS!*LoL
When we reached home,mummy prepared both of us dinner,den look at some pics and watch some videos..zaman "kentalan"..so paiseh seH!haiz...
okla.. my eyes gettin blurry now.. sleepy liao.. gtg to sleep..actually wanted to go to Sentosa wit the gurls but lazy arh..so guess i'll jus b bummin ard at hm and goin to Joe's place after magrib..visitin~
ok den.. nitez.. Tata!
Monday, January 19, 2004
Happy Rainy Day!!it's been raining cats and dogs since noon!ends sch at 515 pm but luckily time pass fast!in sch did nothin much..jus laze ard as usual.. but extra hyper ah..dgn si Fit giler tu!
haiz,caught in the rain and was like freezin and trembling frm head to toE!to make matters worst,Naz was late!!so furiouS!but when i saw his face,my heart jus cooled down.. went for dinner and den chill at my place..
I mus say things r gettin better for the both of us.
Yesterday,at around 10+pm,i was surprised tat he called n said tat he was at my void deck n on the way up to my place.He claimed tat he purposely asked for early release frm werk so tat he could meet me up,as he cldnt think straight n work well noeing tat i'm sad n depressed.I was so touched by his gesture!We talked and settled scores wit each other.We realise tat in order to make this relationship work,we both have to compromise and play a part.Hence today we met up and start a new book.He spent sometime at my place.We checked our emails,surf webbies,listen to songs n spent some quality tyme wit each other;Joking,dancing ard and all!It was SuPerB!Didn't noe tat he was not a bad dancer..Well,at least by doin unusual stuffs like this,i learnt more abt him n vise versa.
while we were listenin to songs,we jus looked at each other and gazed into each other's eyes.Tat's wen i really felt my love for him and his to me!It felt so strong.There was a time when i was lyin on my bed n he was sittin on the floor beside me n i asked him,"Do u really love me?How Deep is ur love towards me?" n he answered,"I really love u n only god noes how much i do..i love u deeply,truely n madly"..wait a min,isnt tat a title of a song?! hehe..and we both laughed..but i knew he meant wat he said. We both also learned to joke around,for instance,we called each other names,"T²" and "Bacin&Bacul", but nevertheless i still try to joke but at the same time respect him as my guy.
Hmm..he'll b turnin 20 in half an hr time!wonder wats his bday wish will be..ok den,i wanna pen off now n wait by my bedside for him to call!AdioS~
p/s:Honey,if u're readin this,I really love u n treasure wat we went thru and wat ever tat u've given me!and my love for u will not only b for now,but always and forever..like wat u always say,"till death do us part"..
1130pm
haiz,caught in the rain and was like freezin and trembling frm head to toE!to make matters worst,Naz was late!!so furiouS!but when i saw his face,my heart jus cooled down.. went for dinner and den chill at my place..
I mus say things r gettin better for the both of us.
Yesterday,at around 10+pm,i was surprised tat he called n said tat he was at my void deck n on the way up to my place.He claimed tat he purposely asked for early release frm werk so tat he could meet me up,as he cldnt think straight n work well noeing tat i'm sad n depressed.I was so touched by his gesture!We talked and settled scores wit each other.We realise tat in order to make this relationship work,we both have to compromise and play a part.Hence today we met up and start a new book.He spent sometime at my place.We checked our emails,surf webbies,listen to songs n spent some quality tyme wit each other;Joking,dancing ard and all!It was SuPerB!Didn't noe tat he was not a bad dancer..Well,at least by doin unusual stuffs like this,i learnt more abt him n vise versa.
while we were listenin to songs,we jus looked at each other and gazed into each other's eyes.Tat's wen i really felt my love for him and his to me!It felt so strong.There was a time when i was lyin on my bed n he was sittin on the floor beside me n i asked him,"Do u really love me?How Deep is ur love towards me?" n he answered,"I really love u n only god noes how much i do..i love u deeply,truely n madly"..wait a min,isnt tat a title of a song?! hehe..and we both laughed..but i knew he meant wat he said. We both also learned to joke around,for instance,we called each other names,"T²" and "Bacin&Bacul", but nevertheless i still try to joke but at the same time respect him as my guy.
Hmm..he'll b turnin 20 in half an hr time!wonder wats his bday wish will be..ok den,i wanna pen off now n wait by my bedside for him to call!AdioS~
p/s:Honey,if u're readin this,I really love u n treasure wat we went thru and wat ever tat u've given me!and my love for u will not only b for now,but always and forever..like wat u always say,"till death do us part"..
1130pm
Sunday, January 18, 2004
haiz..(Sunday = LAzy day) for me...anyways,it's 5.03pm,dun noe wats wrong wit this clock!
i'm jus bumming around at home..sittin in front of my comp..surfin webbies..guess tat's y i decided to start up a blog for myself!at least i can post my feelings,happenings and watsoever in here.. =)
speaking of which, i really feel "not myself" lately.. i dun understand myself,my feelings,etc!wats happenin?! for example,i know tat i'm really into n very much in love wit my boy,yet sumtimes i feel different when i'm wit him.. take yesterday for instance,we're suppose to go out and celebrate his bday in advance,but it turns out bad,as in i got angry n irritated easily and everything doesnt feel right! when we went to esplanade to jus sit ard,i felt tat i wasnt as excited abt the relationship as before..i asked my innerself,but i knew my feelings were still strong towards him n us..its jus tat sumtimes i feel like he doesnt listen nor care enuff..but when i talk abt this to him, he said tat he tried his best.. so who's fault is this?me or him? or i'm i jus actin like a spoilt brat or expectin too much?? nonetheless,i still love him and wanna continue this thingy.. but i have too much questions tat i have to find the answers to and my innerself tat i simply dun understanD!
nevertheless,we had fun the past two days:Friday;we went for dinner wit my family members to celebrate his bday,fun seh!den wen he sent me hm,we took stupid pics of stupid faces!hehe..den yesterday,we went to Bugis to take some neoprint,also funny..
i jus dun get it ah,wat went wrong?happy² den out of sudden everything's not right..Why?!why?why?!
i'm jus bumming around at home..sittin in front of my comp..surfin webbies..guess tat's y i decided to start up a blog for myself!at least i can post my feelings,happenings and watsoever in here.. =)
speaking of which, i really feel "not myself" lately.. i dun understand myself,my feelings,etc!wats happenin?! for example,i know tat i'm really into n very much in love wit my boy,yet sumtimes i feel different when i'm wit him.. take yesterday for instance,we're suppose to go out and celebrate his bday in advance,but it turns out bad,as in i got angry n irritated easily and everything doesnt feel right! when we went to esplanade to jus sit ard,i felt tat i wasnt as excited abt the relationship as before..i asked my innerself,but i knew my feelings were still strong towards him n us..its jus tat sumtimes i feel like he doesnt listen nor care enuff..but when i talk abt this to him, he said tat he tried his best.. so who's fault is this?me or him? or i'm i jus actin like a spoilt brat or expectin too much?? nonetheless,i still love him and wanna continue this thingy.. but i have too much questions tat i have to find the answers to and my innerself tat i simply dun understanD!
nevertheless,we had fun the past two days:Friday;we went for dinner wit my family members to celebrate his bday,fun seh!den wen he sent me hm,we took stupid pics of stupid faces!hehe..den yesterday,we went to Bugis to take some neoprint,also funny..
i jus dun get it ah,wat went wrong?happy² den out of sudden everything's not right..Why?!why?why?!
