A Lil about me..

hey hey hey~it's SundaY!

well,for d first tyme me woke up as early as 10 on a Sunday..cos me n my hubby wanted to go n purchase ourselves a "couple phone". unfortunately, Naz's name was already used by his sis for M1 line..so he cant buy one for himself..i already told him beforehand tat i wont not wan it if he cldnt purchase it..but he insisted tt i shld take it as an anniversary gift..haiz..my poor baby!i cant help but feel guilty cos initially he was the one yg sungguh2 nak buy new hp for himself.. but in the end i yg end up wit the new phone..kesian seh..he werk so hard yet not rewarded in any ways..

anyway,i jus came back frm my 2nd prac..had real fUn!!i muz say i'm already able to drive smoothly n less nervous dis tyme round..maybe cos the instructor really made me feel so comfy..so comfy tat i felt like as if i'm driving on the road..can laugh n joke ard while driving..hehe.. hence it makes me less tensed n can concentrate .. okla.. my mum dah sibok panggil suruh mamam.. gtg! adios!

p/s:anyways honey,i cant thank u enuff for wat
u given me..luv ya..

hoLLa..well,it's finally the weekend!but can u believe iT?i'm at home instead of being ouT!well,cos my poor baby got to go to werk..however,i still had an enjoyable day earlier..

my hubby came over at ard 1+ ..luckily i already bathed..we watched tv,joke ard n etc[u noe i now baby]*giggles
we really spent quality time today..n tats more important to me rather than jus goin out there to walk ard.. so,now,here i am,all bored wit nothin to do as he already left for werk..

anyways,yesterday i had my final theory test.i muz say the questions were not as difficult as i thot it wld b..however,i aint tat confident abt passing though..met filla n niz there.and found out tat it was filla's 2nd time takin the test and niz already took it FOUR timEs!ish.. hearing all tat lowers down my confidende man!but i already tried my best.. haiz..tmr another practical lesson..seramZ~

okla,nothin much to pen in here.. so i better pen off now..hehe.. adioS~

p/s: thanks baby for d gr8 day!thank u so much
for walkin into my life n makin me believe in things tat i
i always thot impossible.. love u sOo MuCh!

wei~ me jus had my early dinner..*burp..
wah,today so tiring.. my sch's sports day..nonsense seh..jus laze ard..bcos of this stupid event,i dun get to meet Naz..nvm la..tmr can meet.. hehe..

well,other dat..jus now before goin to d stadium,me,wawa,sally,aliyah,fit ,syurah n nana wen for lunch at KFC.okla..but dun noe y today i really felt uncomfy ard dem.. nvr felt this way be4 seh..

basically i felt so left out..as in the odd one..everyone has a 'partner'..for eg,sally wit wawa,aliyah wit fit n nana with syurah..and me mcm "all rounder" ah..usually me have no prob wit it,in fact i prefer to remain tat way as i can mingle with more people n not only stick wit one person..but then suddenly a thought triggered me.."so who is my REAL fren?" so i decided to b the observer for the day..
frm wat i observed,i realised tat they all talk,laugh,joke n include me in n all..however,i cant help but noticed tat they're close to me more likely for my deeds.. as amg us, i'm always d most willin one to help..to share..less likely to complain..n not to talk big but i am the brightest as in d most hardworkin amg them..it's kinda hurting wen i eventually come to realise all these.. in d bus on our way to d stadium.. as expcted, i sat ALONE..they all sat with their "partneRS"..
now i noe y Emma claimed tat she felt "left out"..i guess tats wat i'm feeling all this while but yet i nvr turn my back on them nor questioned dem abt all tis..i believe,insya`allah..yg baik akan dibalas dgn yg baik..

wat happened today was a real eye opener..but i noe no matter how much reality hit me..i wld still remain d same.. i cant and i wld not wan to change my personality or watsoever jus to gain their favourism..i noe there mus be a blessing in disguise in watever tt happened..

okla..gtg.. i wan to study for my FTT tmr.. arh!!wish me LUCK...
miss ya HOneY~mUaCkz..

heiya~didnt go to sch today cos went to the doc to have my foot checked.well,apparently,its someting called "con"..its like extra swelling of skin due to the friction of my foot and the sole of my shoes..
the doc said tat mine is a bad situation already..hence will try using the cream for one week to make the skin softer then cut it.EwW!the word "cut" sends chill to my spinE!i'm even afraid of scratches..ape lagi cuts n all!!DiE~~
if tat still doesnt werk after a week,den have to go for operation where they will open it up n cut it frm its roots....*scary seh!

anyway ni i jus came back frm fetchin my hubby frm sch..cant live a die w/o meetin him..tats how dependant i m on him..*giggles
well,tats LOVE u c..tats wat love can do..... jus had my dinner,half spring chicken rice..yummy~ so full .. anywaes, guess wat honEY?!i ATE my medicine..ehehe.. muz b a gd girl this tyme,have to eat medicine on time cos unlike the usual times, if i dun consume my medicine this time,i might have to go for OPERATION..NnNnNoOoO!!!!!!!

okla,gtg now.. tmr my sch havin "sports day"..nonsense seh,dah mcm pri/sec sch!well,we'll jus laze n bumm ard like last yr..bringing snacks,newspaper,mags n etc.. as for drinks.. as usual..the "kiasu" us, Q for FREE miLo ArH~*LOL

heiya heiya~
tuesdays..so sch starts at 8..have to sing the national anthem n all~Lame..
other den dat,sch as per normal..

after sch,went to Tampines to fetch my hubby cos he said he wld b early cos he ade CA,so i went str8 frm sch..unfortunately,he ended at 4 and only turned up at 415..i was at Tamp afrm 250..so u count the minutes urself,how much i spent the time waiting..but i'll do anythin for my baby boy~Missed him so mUCh!!so glad i got over it!at last cld cuddle him,kiss him n get cosy in his arms..we both really missed each other a loT!nowadays,its kinda difficult to c us gettin into any arguments with each other..we loved each other too much already i guess..hehehe..

went for an early dinner,where else but LJS,our all tyme fav fastfood chain!den we headed str8 hm..and chilled n watched tv..and get 'comfy' with each other..*winks..[han,u noe i noe..*giggles]

well,to sum it all up,i really had fun todae..oh No!~ i'm already missin my hubby agaIN!!hhehehe.. love u lots han!here's a bIg fAt kIsS for Ya.. mMmUUacKzZzZZ!!!!

aloHa~me jus came back frm sch..feelin damn hungry so i toast some bread..so while waitin,me sign in here arh~
today sch as per normal..had WP CA..supposed to b tmr,but somehow she changed her mind..luckily i noe how to do..if not.. diE!other den tat,nothin much happened..
haiz..missin Naz SoOoO MuCH!!!!!!can cry to myself seh~ jus 2 days yet such a fuss!heh..okla,can smell like my bread burning.. GtG!!!CiaO~

heiya~tmr sch resumes..haiz..BoRiNg~
i had a great weekenD,tats for sure..let me tell ya why..

yesterday,met Naz ard 3+.Actual plan was to watch the "hiphop dance comp" at Fareast..but I was so hungry tat i insisted on eatin first although it was already 4+ wen we reached Orchard n tat comp ends at 6..Naz was craving for KFc..initially i insisted on eatin at LJS but wen i remembered how he always "go wit ma flow",i decided to b a sweetheart n give in to him n go wit his choice once in a while..so we ate at KFC n took our own sweet time..while eatin,we talked abt our future togeda,marriage n etc..wen i heard him lettin out his say,i kinda feel disappointed cos he made it sound like he aint confident tat we might b able to stick to our "6 yrs plan"..i was also scared cos to me,if we aint confident wit ourselves,then who will?but deep down,i noe our relationship will persevere n last long..insyaallah~
we talked abt other stuffs too ah,abt not bein financiall stable n all..i mus say,my relationship wit Naz is a "matured" one,compared to my other previous relationships,wen we dun talk abt all this serious kinda future thingy..but it's gd ah..at least,we're ready to settle down mentally of not physically in marriage-wise or watsoever..
but after all those serious talkin,comes the "trash talking"..Naz.as usual,crackz his funny jokes n i laughed my heads ouT till tears came out n my mascara "melt"..crazy fellow~but i loved him though!!!

..n by the time we finishedd,it was already 5+ so,our 1st plan,goes straight to d bin..hehe..den we went to HMV cos my baby wans to get some free mags..i mus say yday,i gave in to him ah...den we made our way to Esplanade,n again..talked n all..one thing i like abt my relationship wit Naz is tat,we always talk things out..u knoe at least,we knoe how we feel abt certain things n all..

den we headed for hm.. on our way hm,i discovered things tat i never knew n Naz never told..basically abt how he fell for me d very first tyme,and wat he likes to "observe"..it was kinda embarassin for me arh..but if tat's attracted him,by all means,it werks!hehe..its interestin to knoe how we actually felt n our own thoughts tat we never told..
by d time,we reached hm,abt a few mins later,ma parents also came home..HmMpH!no hanky panky~

as for today,didnt meet my baby boy cos he gotta werk..me had my FIRST practical jus now.. Whoa~it was so scary at 1st,esp wen i cldnt answer d questions he asked me..but my instructor was hilariouS!made me laughed till i crieD!so in d end,i got the hang of it..accomplished 4 subs ah!already drive ard the circuit: turn left,turn right,pedestrain crossing,reverse,forward,gearss..bla bla..
had fun,no doubt!but learnt my lesson:to study be4 my prac..so as to progres faster!

after my prac,i alighted at yishun cos i was missin my baby so much tat i thot ofdroppin by to say hi..but while i was standin at MC n saw how bz he was,i dun have the heart to distract him..aWw,my poor baby!so i jus wen hm..haiz...how i wish,he cld b right here wit me..at least i'll get to hug n kiss him.. n wat makes it worst,i wont b meetin him tmr neither..cos he start werk at 5 n i end sch at 515.. okla..me wanna pen off now n wait for his call.. so so saD........ =(

love ya lotS HoNEy!!mUaCcKsZ!!

HieYA!!I MissInG My hUbBy SoOo mUcH!!didnt talk much to him this morning n didnt get to c him for d whole daY! =(

me jus came back frm sch.. sch is as normal as ever..but today,there's SOP..peer preSSure!hehe..tats wat i thot.. but luckily,the desk where i usually sit,the computer internet is not werkin..so i can choose to sit anywhere..thats wen i decided to go to the desk near the "boss's office"..so my classmates wont keep comin to me as teachers will c..
haiz..but i thought wrng..more people came for my help..even Rahayu,the top girl in the whole level,approached me to take a look at my papers..then there's the usual wawa,sally n fit..
but at least the asked..unlike Noni..she jus simply asked for my papers n said dat she wanted to jot down the address of the embassy in Australia.. but wen i notice tat she took such a long time, i looked over her desk n saw tat she was copying the information tat i found!!i was so furiouS!excuse me,it took me 5 hrs+ to get all those info..and it took her like wat?15 mins?!PenGz SEH..
but wat the heck,i jus snatched the paper frm her.. and then she was startled..

other tat,nothin much happen..actualli me suppose to go to SSDC again..to book more prac lessons..but sian ah go alone..so i'll go tmr ah..togeda with naz..okla..dats all for now.. nak rest ah today.. AdioS!

Heiya!me jus got back frm sendin my hubby to werk..well,todae went to sch for jus one hr..biasa la..wednesday is pathetiC!
after sch went for lunch with Aliyah at LJS,den wen to SSDC to take my provisional driving licensE!after which i went to take my revision..and its not doin gd i tell yA!sigh...i better revise before my test!..on the 27/2..
den fetch my hubby and here i am..back hm..wit nothin to do..didnt bring my WP book hm..so cant do my daily assignments.. so i guess i'll relaxed den..hehehe..
AdioS for noW~

heiya.. it's tuesday n coming to midweek,wednesday!whoa..i muz say time is really passing fast!anyways,i didnt write in yday cos ther wasnt anythin to write..until the last minute,wen i discovered simething..

well,its abt the poem tat Naz gave me in the card during Vday..Apparently,i found out tat it was taken frm a sonG!craig david's latest singlE..hehe..i thot it was so sweet of him to take the risk of admitting tat he wrote it,knowin tat his wifey here,is always listenin to the radiO n might discover the truth ANYTYME..ehehe..
nonethelss,i still appreciate wat u did for me,in fact i appereciate it EVEN MORE now..

as for todae,sch stuffs still the same..after sch went home n got reaady to fetch Naz frm sch n then went for an early dinner..our routine for every Tuesday..hehe..
While eating,we had a talk n i discovered things abt him dat i never knew about nor expect!at first i was disappointed to learn abt it but after realising tat everyone have a bad past..and tat includes me..i accepted it..
ish..ni dieer blom tahu my bad past.. sigh..

anyways, now me wan to watch tv la.. last episode Bersama Erra ni..hehe.. adioS!

hieya..didn't write in y'day cos i was out the whole day and boy,i had fun!
Naz came over my place at around 3+ cos he wanted to return the slippers n fetch me as well.Well,as usual,i wasnt ready yet so he waited for awhile at the living room.When i was ready and ready to leave,Naz gave me this paperbag n said tat he wanted to meet his fren later to pass it to him.So i offered to put it in my bag..to my surprise,it was for mE!he made something like a "cert" wit our picture n his confessions of love.. aww..so sweet of him..never be4 had i receive sumthing as sweet as this from a bf..Han,if u're reading this..I really appreciate it n i'm going to put it up on my wall..hehe..

AS for the day,we went out,gi makan..den wen to take pics..whoa..everywhere,there was long queue at the neoprint booths..
so,we went to Cineleisure n managed to take one..okla..only tat the lightin was too bright hence Naz's face turns fair and mine turned WHITE!haha..ghostly indeed..

Headed straight back hm,on our way in the Mrt,saw Niz and Zul.So they sat wit us n biasala,once i meet my old frens,habis ah..kecohZ!i was laughing till my eyes turned waterY!..
but tat's it for the day.. not much activity but memorable indeed..

as for today..Sunday=Lazy day..
jus chill at hm..most prob,later in the evening,daddy wanna bring me out for a drive..i mean,teach me how to drive..geez..wish me luck..heeh..CiaoZ!

600pm
heiya..jus came back my so called "drivin lesson"...GeeZ!! i never expected tat it was goin to b that difficulT!!i was like tremblinG~but after 10 mins,i finally was able to drive straight from one corner to another..until aftr driving also, i was still tremblin..scary seh..haiz.. but i aint makin this a factor to lower down my confidence..i'm goin to work hard for this especially cos i really wan it!
if people can obtain their license in 3 mths, y wld 6 mths b a problem for mE?insyaallah..

alohA~friday is endin and weekends are comING..yipee..an this weekend is Valentines cum Friendship DAy!!!
well,in sch jus now,i gave Mary n Emma their gifts n i was glad dat they liked it..phew!den,went for runnin durin SW..haiz!so tirinG!and den after runnin,went to Mcdonalds wit Wawa,Sally,Emma,Nelson n Aliyah for breakfast..yUmMy.. =P
DEn went back to sch for lessons n had a mini class test during management class..some conflicts arise..whereby SAlly was fed up wit Aliyah cos she claimed tat Aliyah refused to let her copy the ansWers..Duh?!who wld wanna let her copY?kiter penat2 study den they jus have the priviledge of jus jotting down all the ansWErs?Aliyah got the RIGht wat if she choses not to let her copy..Den Sally made it such a big deal!and complained abt it right after the test...absurD!

Well,Naz met me after sch at wdls and he headed st8 to my place to chill..we jus sat down n talked n watched tv..after changin to my hm clothes, i took out the small box and card n presented it to NAZ..hehe..he thot it was a ring..duh?! but after readin the card, he opened up the box n was surprised by the "diamond"tongue stud..*giggles
well,really hope u like it Han..cos tats all tat i can afford..i tried my best to spent a bit more..takkan nak belikan u bende yg budget,so bought u an expensive stud.. *winks

suddenly,Aliyah called n we talked.Talked abt Sally and her hyprocriteness..so much for a person who claimes tat she "treasures frenship"! BuLLSHIt!Aliyah told me recently, SAlly goes around tellin them tat Naz werk jus to get me my needs..and tat i'm so lucky tat Naz is actin as my creditor cos i have loads of new stuffs bought by him..wen Aliyah tried to defend me,she masookkan criter pasal last time Joe attachment also,he bought gifts for me.. i mean,isnt tat wat bfs always do?when they earn extra,they'll buy gifts for their love ones?duh?!
and i also found out tat she always fuss abt how come i manage to get bfs (claimin tat i "fish" for them) who are good lookin n always true n sincere to me and willin to spent on me.. wat the heLL?wat is she tryin to implY?tat i'm not worth all tat?and dat i'm jus PLAIN lucky?wat?she thinks i will be the only product left alone on the shelve?!hey...tell me,who's unattached noW?and who always wan to go to town to "cuci mata"?haha..she's jus indirectly insulting herself..and PLAIN JEALOUS!*cldnt b bothered..

anyways,i talked to NAz abt it,and cried..as usual(sensitive)..but my hubby consoled me n assured me tat he never felt tat way n tt he's sincere in buyin me the gifts n all..I can tell tat he was angry wit me,wen i complained to him tat my "friends" are always takin advantage of me in sch,for e.g,copyin my answers,expectin me to attempt questions before them n etc.
I jus cant say "No" to them when they need my help.But wat Naz said is true,wen i needed their help, they werent as eager/sincere to help me as how i react when they neeeded me..*sigh

Later in the evening,we had dinner n den surf the Internet together..afterwhich,we went to the living room to watch 'Cinderella'.Yeah,we got cosy wit each other n all..and my baby finally got to do wat he always wanted to..*hehe..u know i know han.. *winks*

den wen i sent him out of the door,we found his sandals missin!Damn,it was stolen!to think tat that IDIOT have the cheek to leave his torn and worn off sandals there and ran off wit my hubby's FAVOURITE sandal!Urgh!i was SO FURIOUS!whoever took it, i sumpah biar his feet gets SWOLLEN!!i sweAR!
However,it was Sweet of Naz to keep his cool as he didnt want to spoil the night..cos we had a great day..so he wanted it to end great as well.. aww..my poor baby..

well,now here i am,writin in while my baby boy is in grieve as he jus got scolding n cursings frm his dad[well,its like an everyday routine]like he says,its like part ofhis life..poor baby...i wish i cld share ur grieveness..how bad can his day be?!
No matter wat honey,believe in urself. u know tat u did nothing wrong so have faith in urself as well as ur life..dont be pulled down by wat Ayah said,in fact,take wat he says as a challenge n prove him wrong..Insyaallah,the truth will preveil.. i have faith iin u han,and i'll always b behind u.. i love u..

Evening..me jus finished doin my WP daily hw..also,at the same time watching AM2.last episode cannot miss it man..
anyways,today late for sch;(As usual)..but not too late ah..only abt 10 mins late..haiz.. bad habiT~
anyways,after sch straightaway get changed n went to SSDC for my driving Final theory evaluation.thought of goin for the revision cos havent studied,but somehow,my innerself told me to jus go for the evaluation..and boy was i impreSseD!my 1st try i got 44/50..amazinG!so i tried again n i got 48/50!so i straightaway wen to book for my FTT..
since i ended early..i went to Tamp to fetch my hubby..den we went to Funan IT mall to have our early dinner..TacoBell..
but yuckz.. the food aint tat nice n costly indeed..all the pics were juz gimmick!anyway..i really had a nice day!!me n my hubby really laughed our heads off todae..we joked ard..act childishly..playes"scissors,paper stone" and "tic tac toe"on our way hm in the train..in fact,this is wat i've been hopin for in this relationship of ours..i hoped tat we can b as happy together..and its doesnt have to matter wat we do..as long as it can bring joy to the both of us..
okla..my honey is complainin of bein bored..wont b able to meet him tmr..so,better call him now.. love u HAn!! muackS!

phew..jus came back home from fetching Naz..tiring day today..started sch at 815..and yeah went to sch wit my"platforms"..of coz...laughters everywhere frm my gang.. but it didnt lasted long..cos they got tired..haha!
sch ends at 215 n den headed hm,changed n straight away went to fetch my hubby.
today me left hm earlier hence spent more time wit him..not rushin ah..went to eat at LJS n den made our way home..nothin much happen today..jus casual talk..no arguments and all yet..
but jus now wen we were in the bus,there was this kid n his dad..malay ah..but he looked of mixed parentage though like peranakan ah..i think he's about 5-6 yrs old.. physical wise, he's SO cutE!hensem for a kid..although he doesnt have baby fats, he's so fair,rosy n chubby cheeks,big round eyes with LONG eyelashes and small red lips..however,dun b deceived by tat small lipz as wen he talks, he really TALKS!i love the way he talks,jokes wit his dad ..it seems like his grammer n vocabulary knowledge is WIDE for a young kid.he can answer his dad so easily..and he talks with expressions n tones.. VERY fluent in his english and he can even baca doa makan..so adoraBle!!i wld kill to have a kid like taT!he's future will b bright n if i were his parents, i would be VERY PROUD to have him as a child..i'm sure if he's my kid,even if i have a hard day at work,wen i come home,he'll sure put a smile on my face n make my day..and i'm sure Naz wld be a proud father too!*winks

forget abt tat,still a long way for me to think abt having children..hmm... u noe waT!my dad finally allow me to sleepovER!!wohOo!!At last he lets me cross the hurdle of stayin overnight at chalet..not hosted by relatives but by us..as in ma peepz n mOi!!excitED seh..NEVER expected my dad to allow..and i dun even need to beg n all.. jus asked n he thought for abt 5 mins n said "u can go.."..happy nye..
okla..me now wan to do my WP assignments.. need to practice,PrActIcE N PRACTICE to make perfeCT!adioS~muacKZ!!
love u han!

Evening..phew..jus finished my WP assignment..well,supposedly to b done in sch tmr cos Mdm Rajes wont b in class,but wat the heck,since i'm feelin extra "hardwerking" might as well do it..den at least tmr, i can make use of the free time to print my OAP report..hehe..*evil laugh..speakin of OAP,jus now the chinese pals of mine who also went to Sarawak,asked me if ill b goin this Sat.i'm like,"it's compulsory wat.."then they said abt half of them aint going..wat DE HELL?!?!everytime like this seh..but den i was thinkin,even if they dun turn up,tat Mr Chua wil jus close one eyE!but if WE,his so called[the 3 princess]happenes not to b there,confirm kena upside down!dunnola..i dun dare take the risk!
wahlao!tmr 2 hrs of free time seh..hmm,can practice my typin speed as well..now me achieve 57 wpm, hopefully can achieve 60++wpm..phoa!confirm laju nye!hehe..

well,today me came sch late..at 115..hence i missed my management lecture..damn* sleepy la..i'm still sick mah..reached sch wit no voice n my pals were like laughin n sayin tat i sound like "bapok"..wat the hell!? hehe..
den after yakkin n laughin my heads out, i finally gained my voice back..
supposedly i cldnt meet my baby today but since Mdm Rajes not ard,Lily released us early so i quickly called him up n we met..haiz..cant live even for one day not meetin him..*cheeky cheeky..
hmmm..wat else shld i write in here..let me think..

oh yah!honey, i really feel bad for not buyin u anything yet for Vday!!urgh!where m i suppose to get $$??i'm left wit jus 4 dayS!!ah!!feel so USELESS seh!honey..i'm a terrible GF!!relationships are abt giving n taking..but all i ever did was to take !!Not tat i blame u..but i hope u understand tat it's hard for me cos January is ur bday..and i have saved lots of $$ to buy u the watch, n anotheR 3 weeks after ur bday is Vday..how to come up wit $$? sigh.. perhaps if i get him a belated vday gift wld he appreciate it?hmm...

*burp..jus had my dinner..it sucks man no havin a taste buD!i keep on eatin n yet still dun feel full!for the 1st tyme, i spent my whole $7 on fooD!asyiik melantak je!ish..if this persists,i'll grow fatter n fatter N FATTER!!NO!!!!
the ONLY solution is to eat my medicine so tat i'll get better n den can enjoy my food..but its easier said den done..i hate PILLS!
okla,got to pen off now..wan to study for my final theory,plannin to go for evaluation on Wednesday..bubyES!

p/s:i cant believe i bought the "platform"shoes for sch..
tmr,looks like the "spice girls" will make a comeback in ITE Bishan!*LoL

Well,weekends r comin to an end..tmr sch resumes n i'm still feelin so sicK!!arh..should have been consistent in takin my medicine then i wld b fine..

well,rmbr y'day i was sayin tat i have to watch "kuliah cinta"?in the end tak jadi cos i felt so sick..wen i was gettin ready,my body was tremblin but i still dragged myself cos i wan to spent time wit Naz..so we met n den went to JurongPoint to eat..i was craving for Banmian so tat was my lunch..but it really sucks wen u cant taste anything!everythin was tasteless n it made me feel worsT!den we went to search for my sch shoes but they dun have the design tat i wan!also,bought new contact lenses as the ones tat i'm usin no longer have any degree..wat do i expect,its been almost one yr n i'm still wearin it!we decided to head home early n chill..so we went to cold storage to buy some snacks cos at hm nothin to eat..
wen we were on the way hm,i suddenly have difficulty breathin..and my lungs were in pain!!luckily we were already at the void deck so at least i can tahan a bit..Naz was so sweet,removin my boots 4 me n all..after changin clothes,i straight away laid on the couch..n we both watched tv n all..
after eatin the medicine,i was feelin drowsy n fell asleep..i felt so comfy with Naz around..w/o him,i wld toss n turn but wen he strokes my hair n massages my head,i doze off easily..jus like a baby..
den at 11,he sent me to my room n he went home..well i regret bein sick as if i'm not sick,we wld b havin a great weekend!furthermore next week on V day i'll b sellin stupid postcaRDS!so absurd seh of all dayS!speakin of which i havent get my hubby anythin seh.. no $$!sigh..

today,nothin much happenin.. jus lazyin ard at hm..typical routine of mine every sunday..okla.. gtg now..love ya han! thanks for takin care of me.. i really aprpeciate it..muackS!

Aloha..well,its been a few days since i wrote in..tired la..furthermore,not much happenings..jus leadin a normal life..
anyways,i cant believe tat me and my hubby already been togeda for half a yr!time pass so fast..
anyway,right now me feelin damn sick..never felt this way be4..probably cos i never had enuff rest and biasala..bein hard headed,insistin not to eat my medicine..
later on goin out wit my hubby..stupid seh have to go ALL the way to Bedok jus to watch malay movie!usually at wdls ade,but this tyme takde..so have to go there..sigh..if tak gi takut rugi cos Wawa said its gd and then i shld go n watch it..lagipon,me never miss Erra's movie..
okla..gtg now..wann to siap..nanti late Naz marah..adioS~

aLoha~
had difficulty wakin up in da mornin as i slept late last nite..finish up my report till ard 1am.supposedly talk to my hubby but he was already asleep!initially i was irritated ah..cos he said he wld wait but i guess he muz b tired den,though he said he wasnt..entahla!
i cldnt sleep seh!didnt noe i;m so dependent on his voice to sleep!
hehe...geez,mayb cos we talk almost every nite n "sleep" together..i tossed n turned on my bed, counted sheeps.. tried everything but still cldnt sleep!finaally my eyes gave up..got heavier n alas,dozed off..i think it was ard 3+..
psst..han!now u noe how vital u r to me..

wen to sch,late as usual..but Mrs Low didnt come cos she's on course..how PATHETIC can it be?have to report to sch for one hr for a class wit no teachER?!sigh..after sch headed hm cos i suffer stomach cramps!since y'day seh!so painful..feel like people stabbin me at my tummy.. =(
den wen i got hm,whoa!semua lumut dgn darah!urghhh!luckily i was wearing panties instead of gstrings..if not,hancuR!
lazed ard at hm,watched 'Pasrah' for the 15th time n still cry over iT!den decided to pick my hubby frm sch ..sakit² pon sanggup..sayangnye pasal..*winks
i took only 10 mins to siap,jus grab sumthin to wear n wit my oily face n messy hair went to fetch him..while i was on my way,my tummy really hurt seh..until my eyes got teary!but i jus endured jus to not spoil my mood when meetin my hubby..but then,wen i reached n we boarded the bus to yishun,we didnt get the chance to sit togeda..at tat point of time i got so MAd!!its like wasted seh my trip n pain tat i endured..but i jus shut up cos i was really in pain..never felt this way seh..really feel like as if "miscarriage" gitu!!in fact,till now,at this very moment i still feel the pain..
okla...me gtg now..need to do my hw and research on sumthing for my SOP assignment tmr.. adios~ muacks!

Holla..me jus came back frm fetchin my hubby frm sch n send him off to werk..nice weather by the ways.. =)
well yeah me didnt write in last nite cos too tired la..it was a GR8 day y'day!we met at around 130 n headed to PS for a movie.. but unfortunately,wen we reached there,there was a BIG crowd cos its public hols.But Naz went to queue..i den spotted the AXn machine..i rmbr seein an ad on tat sayin tat we can purchase our tiz frm there,so i asked for his ATM n purchased it thru there.. so much easier..though the bad thing is we wont have the chance to choose our seat,nonetheless we got gd seatin y'day..back row,side..watched at Marina..first tyme for the both of us.."Stuck on you"was a gr8 movie!funny,touching..so gd tat we both were so engrossed watchin it tat we werent distracted by each other.. *winkz
after the movie,we headed straight home cos he wanted to catch Survivor All Stars n also mum already made us dinner..so wen we reach hm, we jus laze ard n watched tv..yeah,Naz ate a LOT!2 plates of nasi briyani mind u!!gd baby..got to put on some wght aite.. =)
after our dinner,we sat at the couch n i laid on his lap while he sat n watched tv..he stroked my hair n i jus looked at him w/o him noticing..somehow i felt the eagerness to jus settle down n get hitched wit him..i really c him as my future hubby..someone whom i wld turn to n never fail to fall in love with even though time passes by..at times i wished time wld b faster n we will reach the stage wen we finally can start a family..haiz..but tat have to wait..i wan a bright future n an ez life,hence i have to concetrate on my studies n upgrade myself n excel in my career n so does Naz..i wouldn't jus wan to live on LOVE..Love will jus keep us together..but money n happiness is the foundation of everythin..Insyaallah,we'll lead a gd life..n i'm certain Naz wld make a gd husband n father to my child..

Well,tats wat happened y'day..
As for today,went to sch..not to bad since sch ends early today..how dumb can i b?!i forgot to bring my hp to sch..n i didnt contact Naz almost half of the day!until i got hm..
i looked at my hp n received 3 msgs frm him..after readin his sms,suddenly my hp rang..i saw his no. n thought tat mayb i cld play a nasty trick on him..i simply ignored the calls n took for granted tat he'll sms..but when he didnt,i panickED!iquickly call him n continue wit my nasty prank..in the end,i finally confessed n he was so relieved..luckily he wasnt mad..if it was me.. i'll surely BLOW MY TOP!hehe..tats y he;s the perfect guy for me..such a sweetheart..he noes he has a mischevious baby!hehe..
fetched him n had an early dinner at LJS..he finally wore his tongue stud..kewl~
after sendin hm to werk,me headed hm n here i am..writin in n after this got to do my report..deadline on Friday..sigh..ok den..gtg now.. ciao~

here's something tat i thought of:

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
I promise i WILL..

I love u Nazri...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!mmmemembek..poor thing all the sheepz..Slaughter timE!!
woke up in the mornin,n got ready to set off to granny's (mum side) place.ard 1+ reached granny's place.for the 1st time i ate ketupat..i always eat lontong..not only tat,mamam DURIAN!!yummy..watched tv den after zohor headed to my uncle's place at admiralty..to visit my nenek(daddy side).
There had fun ah,makan seedap,karaoke..n joked around..the funny thing is my aunts n uncle said i sang like professional,cos i sang dangdut,old skool,nasyid,jiwang n pop songs..its like almost all songs i noe how to sing..hehe..
also,wen i reached my uncle's place,while i salam²,i didnt expect tat my new bracelet can b seen!wen i sat down,my aunt yg muda² n my cuzzins were like"nice bracele!!beli kat ne??" hehe..thankies HoNeY!
sigh..ni pon baru balik..penat seh..miss my honey..todae tak dpt meet perhapz tmr..hopefully..okla..wanna watch tv.. my honey's fav song now on tv"keabadian cinta"..
p/s:hmm..its already 1115,wonder y he still havent msg me..